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i need to go on a diet.
i still havent talked to my best friend (tara)...she isn't the perason i thought she was. i just think i wasnt looking past the exterior. and now i dunno whut to do or say to her. i just want my fukken drugs and money. or i will kick some ass.
i dont talk to benjammin anymore either. that was a lost cause. i guess whut everyone said about him was right. but i thought i whud give him a chance to prove them wrong.
i think its this town that makes ppl turn to the side.
so i also think i blew my chance at goin to school this fall. i was suppose to go take the placement test this monring but, being my only day off i fell back asleep and didnt wake up until the late afternoon.
my poppa is smoking salmon in our backyard with the big cheif. yumm.
i am goin to get some crystal n B. i need to go down that path. and if i dont go to school i will venture yet again down the road of the infamous "SPUN" lifestyle.
i think its funny how i always make it a point rather than most ppl getting sucked in.
well well only the ones who know me might get this entry but whutever read into it as much as you shoose.
goodnight my sweet!
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