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So I'm dating this guy. He's fucking amazing. I've never been treated so good. But a problem has arised. His ex just had his baby. I know this isn't really a problem, but I've been feeling a lot of horrible things about it. Like I just wish it hadn't happened. I just don't want her to have that sort of connection to him I guess.. It's like I feel as though we're not as close anymore and that we could never be. and I feel horrible for feeling this way because he has so much to deal with right now. He's only 18, and he's a dad. She's 22, so it's not so young for her but still, now she has a kid who doesn't have a dad. I told him I'd understand if he needed to go be with her again, and that I'd support him in doing so, but he said "fuck no, I need you more than anything right now" He's still figuring out what he needs to do, but he doesn't nkow if he's even gonig to be in his life as of now. I want to say somehting but it has nothing to do with me so I don't know if I should. I grew up without a dad and I'm ok with that, but I just know he needs to be there for his son. even though I hate this and just wish everything never happened and it would just all go away, I want him to be there for her and the baby too. And I know if he does I'm going to feel even worse about it but it's the right thing to do.. I don't like sharing him like this. and I hate she has such a huge part of him. And I can't be there fully for him until I deal with how I'm feeling about it. ahh.. fuck.
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