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ah I really want to see Gregory again, and I want to forget about Jon. And I bet I'm gonig to fuck things up with Greg. Because I fuck everything up. Why can't I just still be with Jon? Why did I have to ruin that for myself? I have to stop thinknig like this, he was no good for me and I no good for him. I will be better off with anyone else, I just need to get over it. but 3 years is a big thing to get over. And I'm not good at forgetting. But when I'm with Greg I don't thnik about him. But I only get to see Greg once a week, and it's usually at some sort of party and we're usually intoxicated. Oh well, he's taking me to the Opera so that means he likes me back. I keep worrying I'm gonig to fall for him and hes not going to fall for me but he emails me almost every night and we talk on the phone sometimes too, that means he likes me right? Ahhh.. I hate not being able to see Greg till friday. Seeing him will make everything better..
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