2006-07-02 08:56:11 ET

I cant help it but I worry way too much.

I just can't stop thinking about the future, and I keep asking myself when you'll get bored and move on.

It'll probley be soon.

cause you want to move away again, even though you said you stayed to be with me.

and even though you say you wanna leave, you say you don't want to leave me.

but you also don't want to invite me.

I wouldn't go anyways.

but if you leave your leaving me.

and I don't want that to happen.

why must I get attached so fucking easily?

and why do you ahev to be so great?

I wish I could get inside your head adn see how you really feel. If you really mean it when you say you love me and if your serious about how you've changed and want a committed relationship.

because you were such a man whore.

my best friend even said to me yesterday, as casual as could be "well if he doesn't cheat on you now he'll do it eventually, I mean, it is Bryson."


2006-07-02 08:58:18 ET

regardless of what your BF said.
if you cant trust him, what is the point?

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