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2006-08-22 09:01:21 ET I've been living with him thursdays-mondays. It's mostly because I work about a 15 min walk from his house and i work those days, but I also just use it as an excuse to spend as much time with him as possible. He thinks I'm just using him as a way of getting to work. I'd gladly be there everyday, but he works from 5am to at least 7 every day and theirs not much for me to do there if I'm not working too. I really like his roomate caitlyn. they share a wall and we have sex battels. she also amkes really discusting turnip soup that i don't have the heart to tell her is gross. we drink coffee and stay up all night talking about femminism and such things. i love my job more than i can put into words. I wish I worked every day, except for sunday's. when I'm at my parents house, everything feels different. i think badly about our relationship and i worry he's off fuckingsomeone else. i told him i cant trust him. he knew i couldnt and he understands why. it causes a shit ton of problems though, espeshilly when other girls sleep over when im not there, i fucking hate that. theirs this one girl whos trying despertly to get into his pants. i wish she'd fuck off and that he'd stop hanging out with her. bitch. but i guess he could possibly feel the saem way about me hanging out with geoff or sylvain, cause i actually had relationships wth them, and they continue to try stuff. oh fuck relationships i hate commitment im trying to find an appartment. I can't afford anything near work on my own and bryson doesnt want to move out together infear of everything falling apart. I'm checking out this place accross the harbour in about 30mins. the ad reads: 1BR $350 heat, h/w incl. No pets. D'twn Dart. it's the cheapest palce i could come accross, its about a 15 min bus ride from work, but i have a pet ferret and it says no pets :( I'm still going to check it out anyways. |
