2005-11-24 19:37:41 ET|
Wow..this was such a happy holiday untill..
I went over to this boys house i was dating (jeremiah) to bring him some pie, cuz his family lives outta town, and i didnt want him to be alone.
HE WASNT FUCKING ALONE AT ALL!! (sob)
i saw through his window, him getting reaaaal friendly with a young lady on the couch. My heart was broken. I chucked the slice of pie i brought him at his house, but it didnt make me feel better. Ill probably slash his tires or something juvinille like that later, which might make me feel a little better, but i doubt it. Needless to say im ending this thanksgiving with jack daniels and tear drop chasers. Im never going to find a nice normal boy, EVER! I probablly should not be sad right now, i should be happy i dogded such a fuck wad, but im not. I cant stop crying.