i think the thing that scares me about doing drugs is the altered reality.. do i really want to smell what i hear? do i want thing to be enhanced? whats wrong with the way it is? why can't it just be accepted for how it is in reality? what makes it so much better that you have to do drugs? it reminds me of my mom so much.. she had to drink to get away from everything.. so are these drug users using to get away from me? am i really that horrible?
baby please don't look at me with those eyes.. don't touch me with those hands.. just come back from that altered state and tell me that its okay..
Nothing is enhanced. It is just perceived in a new light, thats just a bit hazy, leaving the user in a stupor. Yeah, sure thats awesome. If it upsets you that your "baby" is doing this let him/her know that you don't feel comfortable then. In my oppinion (don't have a PHD or anything, or even a KFC for that matter) it is better to let them know than just feel awkward.
UPDATE: i didn't do them... and i am debating about whether stopping all together would be a good idea.. I am thinking that it will. I loved being straight edge.. and i find that since I have changed over to the "dark side" for lack of a better way to express that.. i enjoy it, but often rely on it too much as a source of entertainment...
its more the negative effect on your record and wallet.
(and with weed ive learned that chest colds and pnueomonia, if
smoking is very excessive, and the grey and black shit i cough up from time to time.)
cigarettes are processed to the point of having chemicals that resemble those of a nuclear reactor.
(inhaling anykind of smoke is bad)
I didn't blame my problems on drugs. I don't have problems resulting from drug use because I don't do drugs in excess - matter of fact I have a nice life and I'm quite lucky. What I did say is that the threat of divorce is convincing me to quit. Not because I'm strung out or because I have interference in my life, but just because my husband prefers I not use.