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2002-08-12 19:17:04 ET ryan and i were talking on the phone tonight. it was so interesting the way he thinks.. its amazing.... GRAHAM called me .. i miss him soo much.. 19 days left.. sometimes i don't know what to think about this world.. whether its worth staying or going.. i don't know. its as if there is so much beauty and no one acknowledges it.. and there are events occuring in this lifetime that i have no control over.. that make me want to freeze time and think about everything.. i wonder why.. a lot.. but then again i am a drama queen i saw a lacey black bra with black and white polka dots straps.. in the mall.. *drools* it was glorious! |
