BrownEyedGirl 2002-09-20 19:00:53 ET I looked up at the sky tonight and it was breath taking mesmerizing to my mind's eye it showed life the radical and soft events the love and hatred the unity and rivalries i could not believe how i by passed it the light and flashing loud claps of thunder how could life ever be so pleasing how could life ever be attained how could you trust what's unknown be free i said live life, love and forgive i could look into his eyes forever undernearth this sky of beauty this sky of ultimate life and death she says to me.. i do not trust this life, for i cannot explain it don't explain it i said embrace it.. and look at the sky

pixi 2002-09-20 19:14:24 ET (smile) so pure. i love it. i used to be a purist.

BrownEyedGirl 2002-09-20 19:14:47 ET : ) what changed that?

pixi 2002-09-20 19:15:41 ET loss of innocence through drugs sex rock n roll.

BrownEyedGirl 2002-09-20 19:17:26 ET : ) all the good things in life? hahaha. i don't do drugs or sex.. music is my escape. i love to express myself in various ways

pixi 2002-09-20 19:22:30 ET that's why you're so innocent. that's why your poetry is pure. that's why you're fourteen. that's why i think you're adorable.. and not in a demeaning way. actually, i'm jealous.

BrownEyedGirl 2002-09-20 19:26:40 ET well thank you! i love 'my innocence' i love being fourteen. jealous? but why? i sometimes don't like the thought of growing up for fear that i will lose the great innocence that i have now. thats why i try to make the best of it now

pixi 2002-09-20 19:30:31 ET make the best of it always. never let the shit get you down. i miss my virginity. i regret doing drugs. i hate them now.

pixi 2002-09-20 19:30:45 ET stay healthy and happy. eat/drink and be merry

BrownEyedGirl 2002-09-20 19:33:14 ET live everyday as if it were your last.. for one day you will be right. but all the things you've done have made you who you were and by your writings you an truly remarkable and awe-inspiring woman. happiness is key. but to know what it is to be happy we must feel the lows of life every once in a while

pixi 2002-09-20 19:34:00 ET (grin) i'm so telling you. keep that attitude. because so many people will try to take it from you.

BrownEyedGirl 2002-09-20 19:36:23 ET *stands up tall* it has taken me a while to finally get to this state of mind. i've realized that people don't make me. i make me. why should i let others take what they are not strong enough to get for themselves? you're so neat!

pixi 2002-09-20 19:39:47 ET heh. i'm just looking at a girl who i think has her head on straight. so many will tell you that you're naive for being cheerful and having a good outlook. i've been in a rut for so long and so many people that i know are so synthetic. it really rubs off. and i feel sick -- mentally and physically... from so much stress. i just wanna find people who like to live again. who doesnt like being happy? but yes, it's all a state of mind... it's all self-decided. some days it's just really hard to decide to be happy. mad props, girl.

BrownEyedGirl 2002-09-21 04:07:10 ET thank you! i understand how that feels.. just having a hard time being happy and stressful.. but life is tricky. i love life. it fascinates me. my family is very involved with money.. they want more of it.. and such i find it so sad! *cheers to life my friend*

pixi 2002-09-21 07:41:24 ET aww... things always work. money is the root of all evil. stay gold, browneyedgirl. (grin)

BrownEyedGirl 2002-09-24 11:14:40 ET :) i will try my hardest

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