2002-10-08 17:02:49 ET

i do not feel
its as if i am numb
numb to everything around me
like a robot made from the hands of hatred
something is not right
something must be wrong
i want out of this
i want to give up
i want to be taken away
i want to be dreaming
my mind is unsettled
my body convulsing
my heart pounds faster
as the minutes carry on
this is not me
this is not how i feel
this is not life
this must not be real
prove me wrong
and make me free
let me be
just the same as i used to be....

2004-02-09 16:47:46 ET

What happened around this time? Something happened between us... What was it?

2004-02-14 07:24:48 ET

i don't know i'd have to check my journal

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