The Sleepless Dreamer

CellarDoor 2004-08-04 20:01:03 ET So I'm taking a break from the world for a while But let me know when I should return For the moment has come to me That I can no longer call this day a day of mistaken identities... I see you for you So leave me an answer to my questions Leave me a star to point me in the right direction And help me to notice that it's not love but some viable sense of loneliness And not a true connection She always says 'quit dieing on me' But I love the way you reincarnate me into a better person With every line you send me I wouldn't mind some love but I don't get carried away No more dreams... just reality So help me to quit placing bets on the losing races The losing teams with the losing faces And I never got used to being number two But I'll take it so I can see what happens Even though I'm the one left behind I see you for you

Neko2631 2004-08-05 15:07:52 ET ...This makes me think of how, a couple of posts ago, you said that you can't expect a girl to notice the meaning behind the lyrics when you make her a CD. ...Maybe she did, but she just wanted to chalk it up to her imagination. ...Or maybe - no offence to her whatsoever - I forget that not everyone pays attention. ^^' What are you doing with your music, Senor?

CellarDoor 2004-08-05 20:48:09 ET Ahh... I got a guitar. I did not tell you this... I will be posting photos of it shortly. It is quite nice. I'm right now in the "i just got an electric guitar" stage and am still figuring it all out. It's different remembering when to switch effects and such. And yes... not everyone pays attention like me.

Neko2631 2004-08-06 15:05:15 ET Didn't you have a bass? O.O But what I meant was...do you perform or any such? ...Don't you know any other smart people? ;_; I would be sad if you didn't, because if you didn't, I imagine it would make life extremely frustrating at times. ^^'

terriblethings 2004-08-08 13:30:24 ET did you write this? It's very good. the whole figuring an electric guitar part takes alittle bit. Im sure you are a quick study and will have it down in no time. :) xo

CellarDoor 2004-08-08 22:02:29 ET Neko - Oh... I still have my bass dear... I just got an Electric Guitar and a 150watt stack and so I'm hoping to start performing soon. I know a couple smart people but they are mostly girls that I have dated... so in reality... no. hahahha... and so my life is extremely frustrating. terriblethings - Thank you for believing in my quick learning ability... it only works with things I truly love... so if it's got to do with music/writing/history then I'm set... but other than that I am a goner. And I did write it... it was a collection of little scribblings I had on notebooks and old envelopes that I decided to combine and they fit very well... so thank you for liking it.

Neko2631 2004-08-09 07:10:59 ET I'm so sorry...^^' I've given up on the dating scene (I have no idea how I managed it Oo) because people are too insane. But I still get crushes all the damn time. ...I wonder if I'll ever get over that....Oo You know...I've never heard your music, but I've read your lyrics, and I think maybe you're one of those rare 'true' performers...like Dave Matthews. Which is incredible. ^^

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