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2004-10-03 22:15:34 ET <->...shut eyes, shut mouth...<-> Close quarters getting closer still and this time I choke, I die Remember those nights we'd stay out til sunrise dreaming about new beginnnings We could have stayed forever in this haze of illusions miskept Sheltered and inept to the art of holding back... Remember the smiles fading and laugheter filling our throats We were everything the other lacked... and so much the same If only I could let go and let go and let the blame pass from you... ...but I can't and you won't accept so that brings us to the here and now... Apart and in a death struggle tightly linked through these rings arounds us like a mirror of Saturn A mirror of something to turn the fight back to duels of the past and the passed previously bent and broken We are the greatest of friends and the best of enemies 3 weeks later and still suffering from 5 years of forgiving This time the table is level and this balance is fraught with a choice... one voice two words three beats of blood through my heart before the echo upon five pairs of closed eyes ...and now it's starting with you and ending me... sixes and sevens I'm hating nine and beginning at ten <0>...open mouth, open eyes...<0> FUCK YOU. __and in the depths of my vengeful heart__ ...all i want is an apology... |
