*.*Til Death Do Us Part*.*

ChaoticUtopia 2002-10-22 17:33:46 ET I've done a lot of terrible things in my life, and I just wanted to take a moment to thank those that have never judged me even though I've make mistakes. Ekka, you're amazing. Never forget that. Sheen, you've always been there. Thank you for being my friend, and for listening. Will, thank YOU for everything you've done. You're great to talk to. Alison, thank you for making me feel better about my hair. Hugs! Thank you, Ashton, for always listening and being there when I need someone to drive around and scream with. Thank you, Bandiera, for just being the Queen of Sexxxy and making a girl feel more secure. ;) Thank you, Kodi, for listening. And talking. Thank you, Paul, for just existing. You're amazing! If I left anyone off, I'm sorry, but I'm sure you guys know who you are!

rudeboy 2002-10-22 17:36:22 ET No, Thank you! For everything.

ChaoticUtopia 2002-10-22 17:36:37 ET I love you, Sheen!

rudeboy 2002-10-22 17:40:58 ET I love you. Please don't leave.

ChaoticUtopia 2002-10-22 17:41:44 ET I don't know if I can do that. You guys mean a lot to me, but I didn't come here to make enemies.

bandiera nera 2002-10-22 18:32:45 ET Hey darling! Thank YOU for being a very spectacular lady and you MUST know that you are the true queen of all that is seXXXy and fantastic! You are just much too sweet. You're leaving? Is something wrong?

sykospark 2002-10-22 18:35:08 ET Don't leave, just ignore losers that turn on you. Put them on your aim and or subkultures.net block list (found under account settings) and leave it at that. Trust me, my aim block list is a mile long and my subkultures.net block list even has someone on it! and I run the darn site!

jolie 2002-10-22 18:55:58 ET you can't leave! cause i said so ;P and i think your hair is cuuuute, and if you really hate it that much, just remember it will grow back... my hair was butchered a few months ago, i know how it feels... *hugs*

ChaoticUtopia 2002-10-22 19:00:23 ET Thank you, Jolie! *HUGGGGGGY*

jolie 2002-10-22 19:05:59 ET anytime! <3

ChaoticUtopia 2002-10-22 19:08:02 ET You and your cat RULE!

MrKrayonEater 2002-10-22 19:13:47 ET anytime joce, dont mention it.

ChaoticUtopia 2002-10-22 19:15:54 ET You're the best, Curly, THE BEST.

MrKrayonEater 2002-10-22 19:21:42 ET curly? haha. i dunno what to say....only time anyone ever called me the best before is that one ld hguy after i sucked him off....joke what?

jolie 2002-10-22 19:22:50 ET hahaha

ChaoticUtopia 2002-10-22 19:23:43 ET HAHAHA, Will, you're hilarious, SUCKA!

MrKrayonEater 2002-10-22 19:26:05 ET sucka you know it playa.

ChaoticUtopia 2002-10-22 19:26:29 ET Shizzle!

burn hxsx 2002-10-22 19:53:29 ET Joce, i'm way happy to exist with you, near you and whatever combination of existence you can find

MrKrayonEater 2002-10-23 05:51:09 ET haha, shizzle my neezy. tru dat sucka. thug lyf. 2 pac foreva.

InsomniacNightmares 2002-10-23 05:53:35 ET I'll drive around and scream with you even when I'm 110 Jocelyn! ::THUMBS UP::

InsomniacNightmares 2002-10-23 05:54:35 ET Why are you leaving?

burn hxsx 2002-10-23 08:56:50 ET who said anything about leaving?

SkaForBreakfast 2002-10-23 10:20:01 ET do the smart thing, block them and badmouth them. dont leave!! ::cries::

MrKrayonEater 2002-10-23 10:21:38 ET ::wipes alisons tears::

SkaForBreakfast 2002-10-23 10:23:39 ET :-* [that was for will AND joc]

MrKrayonEater 2002-10-23 10:24:37 ET fuck yes!! :-*

ChaoticUtopia 2002-10-23 11:19:00 ET Thank you, Alison! I've never had a threeway kiss before! :-*

SkaForBreakfast 2002-10-23 11:43:49 ET

MrKrayonEater 2002-10-23 11:45:24 ET you are incredibly beutiful........oh my god.

ChaoticUtopia 2002-10-23 11:45:59 ET I LOVE YOU ALISON! Thank you so much! You hair looks fucking awesome today.

SkaForBreakfast 2002-10-23 11:47:53 ET haha thanx. dont go!

ChaoticUtopia 2002-10-23 11:48:25 ET I'd never leave Alison behind! You're too amazing.

SkaForBreakfast 2002-10-23 11:50:03 ET score!

ChaoticUtopia 2002-10-23 11:50:46 ET How long are you going to grow your hawks out?

SkaForBreakfast 2002-10-23 11:52:28 ET im growing all of my hair out. last time i just shaved my head and waited. i think im gonna leave the hawks this time, so when the shaved parts get longer, ill just spike them too, and when the whoel things long, ill even it out

ChaoticUtopia 2002-10-23 11:53:10 ET Woohoo, it looks really good.

SkaForBreakfast 2002-10-23 11:53:40 ET thanx!

InsomniacNightmares 2002-10-23 11:59:04 ET Alison, do you by any chance know of a Justin Shearer?

SkaForBreakfast 2002-10-23 11:59:18 ET from where?

InsomniacNightmares 2002-10-23 12:02:25 ET originally South Dakota, he now lives in New Mexico... here with Jocey and I.

SkaForBreakfast 2002-10-23 12:10:07 ET i dont think so

InsomniacNightmares 2002-10-23 12:15:19 ET ohh sad

InsomniacNightmares 2002-10-23 12:15:49 ET he thought he might have known you.. YAY! I get to hang out with Jocelyn, she is on her way over here

SkaForBreakfast 2002-10-23 12:22:25 ET wait, why would i know him?

ChaoticUtopia 2002-10-23 13:04:48 ET Ashton is here with me now. She says you would know him because we were looking at things on Subkultures things and he thought he knew you. And he was like omg her name is SKAFORBREAKFAST I think I know people who say that. That is a Jocified translation of what Ashton said.

burn hxsx 2002-10-23 17:42:17 ET huh?

ChaoticUtopia 2002-10-23 17:43:01 ET Exactly, Paul. EXACTLY. :P

burn hxsx 2002-10-23 19:21:50 ET :) i knew youd understand

TragicGyro 2002-10-24 09:41:02 ET "And thank you gyro, for bringing us gyros." The End. ;]

ChaoticUtopia 2002-10-24 11:14:56 ET Mmmm, gyros are good.

InsomniacNightmares 2002-10-24 12:21:37 ET YAY FOR LAMB MEAT!

Rudiger 2002-10-24 15:40:53 ET People do inherently stupid things, it's a part of our nature. Even if we think at the time that it is the best thing we could do, we look back a few years later and wonder what hte hell is up. hell i've been single for far too long now (and i'm not talkin about a couple months here) and it's normally cause of mistakes i make, but i move on, life goes on and we push and shove our way through the bullshit and if we're really lucky, we find a ray of sunshine admist all teh bullshit. So keep your chin up, if anyone brings up your past kick em in the teeth, then possibly spit on them and move on, you don't need people in your life like that. Wow, that's one hell of a rant, sorry if it's too long haha

pixi 2002-10-24 17:23:42 ET nope. she totally wins the cuteness factor here.

ChaoticUtopia 2002-10-24 17:25:09 ET But now you're here...so you win. DAMN YOU! And Ruddie, I've been single for my whole life. So shut it. :P

pixi 2002-10-24 17:26:08 ET how could you possibly be single?

ChaoticUtopia 2002-10-24 17:27:13 ET Oh trust me, its possible. I've been single for 18 years. Boys find me "intimidating" or something.

pixi 2002-10-24 17:27:49 ET *ahem* i know exactly what you mean...

pixi 2002-10-24 17:28:03 ET i hate that stupid "you're intimidating" bullshit. fuck men.

Rudiger 2002-10-24 17:28:41 ET haha, i gotta seven year dry spell kickin here, plus the last two girls i was with, cheated on me, and the one before that, the only one that was good to me, move to cali haha, i know that shitty feelin haha, i learn to deal with it.

pixi 2002-10-24 17:29:55 ET you serious? woa. bleh. relationships.

ChaoticUtopia 2002-10-24 17:31:36 ET I know. I'm SO NICE, I think, and I love everyone. I don't know how I'm intimidating. Maybe its because I'm open. :P Awww, Ruddie, people suck majorly sometimes. BOO ON THEM.

pixi 2002-10-24 17:33:29 ET hehe. and modest too.

ChaoticUtopia 2002-10-24 17:33:50 ET I am modest. :P I just know that I'm nice. :)

Rudiger 2002-10-24 17:35:08 ET Yeah i know pix, it's the whole nice guys finish last thing, meh, what can ya do, just recently tried gettin together with this girlie, she's on here actually, but it was one sided, she was down with teh rudie haha. haha for sure joc, i got teh same thing, but i attract zero attention, i've learned to deal with it.

MrKrayonEater 2002-10-24 17:35:54 ET fuck yea nice guys finish last. thats the 100% mother fucking truth sucka.

pixi 2002-10-24 17:35:57 ET (laughing)

ChaoticUtopia 2002-10-24 17:36:22 ET Nice girls finish last two. :(

pixi 2002-10-24 17:40:26 ET i enjoy being my bitchy self. sometimes i just happen to get what i want. other times i crash and burn badly. as long as you can take what you can give, life's pretty okay.

Rudiger 2002-10-24 17:40:55 ET haha, thanks krayon, how's the shittin been? haha, sorry dude i can't see yo uand still see that pic!

MrKrayonEater 2002-10-24 17:41:48 ET hahahahahaha!! been going great man, thanks for asking, hahahaha.

Rudiger 2002-10-24 17:42:03 ET haha, good to hear

MrKrayonEater 2002-10-24 17:43:28 ET shizzle.

Rudiger 2002-10-24 17:43:51 ET ma nizzle

MrKrayonEater 2002-10-24 17:44:45 ET yea..you got it now sucka. strait up, no one can resist being ghetto...its fucking funny.

pixi 2002-10-24 17:46:09 ET g funk.

ChaoticUtopia 2002-10-24 17:46:16 ET Curly Sucka!!! :P

Rudiger 2002-10-24 17:46:53 ET ummmmmm, gonna have to stick with not being ghetto haha

MrKrayonEater 2002-10-24 17:47:00 ET fuck yiza fuck yiza. baby eyes up in herre.

ChaoticUtopia 2002-10-24 17:47:19 ET Curly is representing the Flor-iz-ida!

MrKrayonEater 2002-10-24 17:47:37 ET J town ma sista.

pixi 2002-10-24 17:48:42 ET *definately outta the loop* lol.

Rudiger 2002-10-24 17:48:50 ET haha not gonna even pretend to know what that means

ChaoticUtopia 2002-10-24 17:49:16 ET Sometimes, its a good thing to be out of the loop.

MrKrayonEater 2002-10-24 17:49:58 ET shizzle.

Rudiger 2002-10-24 17:51:02 ET amen!

ChaoticUtopia 2002-10-24 17:51:33 ET That's why I am where I am. I am always out of the loop.

pixi 2002-10-24 17:52:10 ET (cracks up) i liked the "shizzle. amen!" part. (still laughing)

ChaoticUtopia 2002-10-24 17:52:26 ET Shizzle! Amen! Let it become your mantra!

Rudiger 2002-10-24 17:53:48 ET done and done!

pixi 2002-10-24 17:55:01 ET mantra. lol. i will do yogic breathing exercises and find my true shway. or xhie. or however you'd spell it asian-style.

ChaoticUtopia 2002-10-24 17:55:26 ET Hahaha! Breathe in the shizzle, breathe out the amen.

MrKrayonEater 2002-10-24 17:56:06 ET haha.

pixi 2002-10-24 17:56:21 ET (totally laughing) jesus. lol.

Rudiger 2002-10-24 17:56:38 ET pix I've heard of that, do meditating myself, so i been all over the board with joc ohhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmshizzleamen oooooohhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmshizzleamen!

ChaoticUtopia 2002-10-24 17:57:07 ET I think its because I'm tired.

pixi 2002-10-24 17:57:30 ET lol.... meditation is very cool. i think it's probably way too cool for me. (smirk)

Rudiger 2002-10-24 18:17:26 ET haha, i know that feeling joc, runnin out of steam here myself, though doin a little better with teh nicotine guage filled up now haha. haah for sure pix, i started doin it somewhat when is tarted doin karate wayt way back in teh day, then just took to it, clears my mind, helps me sort through shit and relaxesme.

ChaoticUtopia 2002-10-24 18:17:43 ET Meditation is like the coolest thing ever.

Rudiger 2002-10-24 18:19:50 ET haha, it's not hard, anyone can do it.

Avant-Gardian-Angel 2002-10-24 20:59:10 ET HEY ! Joce ! you GO girl ! be You ! and it'll be great ! meditation , yes , I have tried many types , one really kick ass one is real 21st century stuff- "Hemi-sync" it's a recording of soundwaves that induce a stress relief pattern of blood flow in the brain , it evens out the flow of blood and neuron activity and makes you a kind of perfect "relaxed" like a kind of relaxed that you could goto sleep, or just go do something active with less stress involved than normal.

ChaoticUtopia 2002-10-25 04:07:38 ET Hey beautiful, thanks for stopping by. ;) Oooh, I will look into this "hemi-sync"...it sounds intriguing.

rocksteady girl 2002-10-25 06:09:00 ET I dont know exactly what you mean by all that because you have just recently been visiting my page and this is one of the first times I have visited yours but you are seeming to be a very up beat and freindly person, for ne one who has thrown your past in your faace, kick em kick em hard lol, hunt them down and kick em, lol as you can see im a very mature person but Its fun lolI think your great form what I have seen thus far

Rudiger 2002-10-25 07:48:14 ET no no rocksteady, kicking them is allways i a good plan, key locations are in the teeth which is great cause it's non gender specific, if it's a guy, kick em in teh balls, for girlies, punch em in the boobs

rocksteady girl 2002-10-25 08:43:58 ET lmao yeah like I said kick em, but after the little nap I just had im thinking I wasnt really paying attention in grade school when they taught us to only do to others what we would have done to us, oh well if there not nice to ppl then they have it coming

Rudiger 2002-10-25 12:08:27 ET naw, if someone is nic to me, i'll be twice as nice to them, if they're a bitch to me, i'll be twice the bitch!

rocksteady girl 2002-10-25 12:20:45 ET sounds like the way to be

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