2003-07-28 21:28:30 ET|
I wish that I hadnt fucked up in highschool and I wish that I hadnt fucked up even worse in college. I wish i could go back but that is not possible. But if I could I would do it way diffrent.
I wish I was pretty, like my sisters are. I want a better body, I mean I dont want to be fucking barbie, but I want to look healthy you know.
I hate how I look so why the fuck wont I do any thing about it.
Damn my life all to hell