I am getting really depressed about not being able to see my family for thanksgiving. I mean, its not fair. and its my first one alone, and its really hard.
If i am lucky i get christmas off. i just hope i can. because i need to spend time with my family.
I am only happy about one thing about working on thanks giving i get time and a half.
i want to cry.
so i think my thanks giving will concist of movies and junk food. blah.
i need to be better.
:-) i'm not even really sure where ya live..?... (like state..)... asked that question to certain people and they think you wanna stalk 'em or somethin' O_o... go figure
but yea... i don't know i'll end up visiting my momma's family... but i'll probably only be there till like 3... and then i'm alone for the rest of the day...
which i love that side of the family... but i'd like to see my cousin sharon... my mamie... and vance... just a few people on my dad's side... that it's been awhile
my mamie is like 80 somethin' so i don't know if she's gonna be around forever and stuff :-\... and i guess it bothers me that i haven't seen her in so long... cause i don't wanna think that... i missed out on seein' her... and then not be givin' the opportunity again...
but i guess tis life... :-)...
and if you were like within' a couple hours of me... and my car worked... i would most deffinately be there... i love movies... i watch way too many as it is
I wish I could be alone for Thanksgiving. I have to deal with my mom, her new boyfriend, my dad, his "lady friend", my brothers, and probably their girl/boyfriends as well. All I want is some eggnog, a bottle of Jack Daniels, and a motel room to myself.
i didn't know you can't come down for thanxgiving... i didn't get a good one last year.. it kind of sux... but i guess it's part of growing up. i'll see if i can make it up there to see you at least for a little while ok?! i love you sweetie
Dan: ah i understand. go have fun. ANd i live in Arizona.
Rikki: well i think its good that you have family to go see or be with.
Bre: you should i miss you so much i havent seen you for like twomonths. since your birthday you know. and i miss you. :) i will talk at you later i love you.
Meg: :) thank you.
^_^
I'll e-mail you turky and stuffing. And cranberry sauce.. you know, the kind that comes in a can and is all can shaped.. mmm... processed foods.... *drool*