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2004-07-13 22:25:32 ET Well looking for a job sucks. I have an interview on Saturday at 1:00pm at a place called Inspired Healing. It is a receptionist job, I really hope I get the job, I need the work so bad, I am going insane here. Maybe I shouldn’t have move back. I am causing so much mental stress on everyone, including myself. I just wish I could be told what to do, and just do it. I don’t want to think for myself right now. Bah to self-awareness and free will. Ha. I never though I would say that, well not unless I was joking. And I sort of am, in a way, I wonder what life would have been like had I never moved to Arizona, just stayed in Washington state and went to the same school as my friends from then. I may have met Rikki a lot earlier than I did, considering she went to the middle school I would have gone to. But would I even be the same person, would I be preppy or still the weirdo I am now? I would hope I would have been a weirdo, because I enjoy being who I am, well most of the time any way. I need to get out and have some fun, on the 26th I am going to go see The Killers it should be fun. I hope so any way. |
