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2004-07-19 11:57:36 ET I want to have the warm fuzzies about someone. I want to have fun. I want to fall in love at least once. ramblings mild poem format. Written April 8th at 1:24am I've never been in love I don’t know what it's like I wonder if I want it Or if I will ever find it Maybe people like me weren’t meant to fall in love I don't really know It hurts more than I let on I wish I wasn’t human I wish I were just this I want to be a robot So I cant feel the hurt I see people in love everyday It’s hard to watch them I just smile and go on with my day I’m rhyming now but not for real I feel as if I am missing pieces Like I am just an unfinished puzzle Maybe that some day someone Will help me find all the pieces Who knows for sure? If some of the pieces even exist I don’t, you don’t Only God knows and he is not talking At least not out loud for any one to hear You never know what is there Until you go looking for it I suppose that’s how it works Unfinished until the day you die That day the last puzzle piece is added Finishing you and life is done I hope I find my pieces I don’t want to live forever Just long enough to experience life May be have children And watch and see if they can do what they want. AND NOW FOR SOMETHING ELSE.. a real poem from last year november Living life so lost and scared Feeling the need to be come prepared Wanting to feel the freedom with in Only to find the terror of where I’ve been Soullessly wandering through the ruins of my life Trying to find out how to defeat strife Hating all of what I have become Spinning so fast my body goes numb Wondering when this will all end Finding only no reason to bend Living in fear of what must be Realizing my only enemy is me So what am I to you, friend or foe? The question so simple, but never to know Now this is the life I have chose to live All to realize, that love is like a sieve Forever forgotten in my bricked up heart The wall I’ve built won’t allow us to start. |
