2005-06-01 20:38:52 ET|
So.. My employers are assholes and have been jerking me around for three weeks. And yet no money to be had.
So today I started looking for a new job.
I need to get out on my own, again.
My friends Sara and Brody want me to move back to Phoenix with them. I can't though. It would be running away from the bigest problem I have ever had to deal with. Me. I would be running away from being myself, my parents made me realize that.
But I hate who I am. I hate the fact that I would give up my right arm for some one, but when I need them they are no were to be found. Yet I would still drop everything in my life to help them out.
Rikki, to me, is the best friend I have ever had, she would do any thing for me and vice versa. I will get to see her tomorrow, so YAY!