yeah, so yesterday was orientation day.... me and amy went to IHOP and then to orientation... did the schedule thing, and smoked ciggarettes.... then we went to the mall... i bought her starbucks, and just to make her happy and cheer her up, i bought her an All American Rejects poster... she loves the all american rejects.... she was so happy... and i had to go and ruin it.... so i went to her house with some other fools... we were all chillin, and she asks what cd to put on, and i stupidly say.. all american rejects ( i was dieing to her it, i couldnt find mine) not knowing the reprocussions it would have on my mind.... i started thinking, how we would sit on my couch listening to that cd, just sitting *together*, and how it was so great.... and i realized, we cant do that right now, and probobly not for a while.... and it made me really sad...i wanted to and could have cried... and then i had to go.. i couldnt stay there around her, and not be able to sit with her.... it wast cool.. so i totally just left and barely said a word about it.... i know i really hurt her, and i feel so terrible.. now all i want to do is cry, but i cant because my brothers girlfriends sister is sleeping on my couch... and i dont want her to see me cry...
SOUND:238- Coin Laundry Loser
here come the tears
i feel them in my heart
it burns your soul
to know i love you
the knofe starts to twist
and only more tears stream
warm like your touch they roll down my cheek
they touch my hand and give me chills
like seeing you for the first time
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