i have been sitting here listening to Dashboard Confessional- This Bitter Pill, over and over again, crying, for the past half hour... it got fucked up... like it always does... but it just happened a whole hell of a lot sooner than usual... im so selfish.... i just wanted me to be happy, and when i wasnt it was me hurting her by her hurting me, a vicuous circle.... it will be better later, after we both have some time... but of coarse everyone always says that, but it never works, it always ends up being awkward or stupid.... thats why i just had to give one last ditch effort for us lastnihgt.. i went off on her about how i dont understand and its all fucking stupid.... and i feel like the biggest asshole.... i mean she doesnt need me to burden her anymore than she already is....
SOUND: Dashboard Confessional- This Bitter Pill
Walking away.
It's not the same as running.
Is it to you know that you've run in this ground.
And you say take this.
This medicine is just what you deserve.
Swallow, choke, and die.
And this bitter pill is leaving you
with such an angry mouth.
One that's void of all discretion
such an awful tearing sound.
With it's measure only equal by the power of my stare
glaring over you and over you this feeling of despair
is never wearing out.
It's wearing off
and it's leaving you with such a heavy heart
and a head to match.
The bottle is waiting
the cap is twisted begging to be used
and so are you.
The Withered Lover
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