Introspection
2005-10-14 20:11:42 ET

First off, I got my new cell phone yesterday, for those of you interested in getting my new phone number, let me know and I shall send it to you!
Argh, it has been a spell hasn't it? I would right in this journal more often but I simply have nothing of note to say. I suppose I could just go on about my everyday mundane activities but I do not think anyone is quite bored enough to sit through that, heh.
We do have some possibly fun events scheduled this month, such as going to Howl-O-Scream at Busch Gardens, I have never been there and I am assuming that it is somewhat similar to Halloween Haunt at Knotts Scary Farm which I am regretably missing this year, sigh. Next week we are going to go see The Addicts, lately, I have been finding myself enjoying punk music slightly more, how odd for me since I always disliked it, mostly for the lack of musical talents and singing ability inherent in the genre, but it is all about the attitude afterall.
I have also come to the conclusion that I should learn to light the fuck up. I have become so involved in myself and all my imagined faults that I am allowing it to rule my life and it makes me unhappy, to the point where at times I find myself weary with life, not nessecarily depressed but just exhausted with the effort it takes to keep form, if it is not bringing me joy than what is the point in keeping it up? One just needs to pause for a moment and ponder the way they are living their lives, is it productive, is it holding you back and I believe that my way of thinking is holding me back. I am an intelligent girl with great potential and I am allowing that potential go to waste worrying about things that are basically unimportant and out of my control. I have aspirations to get into the crime business (Ha ha, the crime fighting/preventing business, not the criminal part, though I could do that too..hmm...), my latest desire is to either work at CSI or to become an FBI agent and I plan to start taking intiative and working toward this goal, if I have something to shoot for, something to focus me, I will probably feel more confident in myself. Well, that is the plan anyways, knowing how I procrastinate, we'll see what happens.
Lately, I have begun to start writing again, I have several stories planned out for when we reopen Dormant Deification, perhaps writing will work as a stimulant for my drawing, that is my hope, I always feel better when I am doing something artistic, if I have too much time to think, I tend to get broody. Eh, I shall leave it at this for the time being, I shall try to update more often. ^_^
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2005-10-15 02:37:40 ET

ive been all introspective lately as well.

when you moving back to l.a.? ;-P ;-D

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