2009-07-07 14:22:12 ET|
So, it will be my 27th b-day tomorrow, though it has come to the point that birthdays do not mean all that much to me, it is just a reminder of how I'm getting older and more cynical, yes, more cynical, I didn't know it was possible either but here I am.
I hear life gets easier in your 30's, the real question is does it get any less irritating, which I sincerely doubt, the people you knew in your 20's are still going to be the same people they will be in your 30's, I'm of the opinion that it is more a symptom of the current generation than anything else, I just don't like my generation, that is all there is to it.
I find it more and more difficult to find anyone my age or somewhere thereabouts that I can have an interesting conversation with, which is why many of my newer friends are all older than I am, I just have more in common with them or else they are people I have known for years whom I have a well established repoire with. Or, it could be me, that's a distinct possibility as well, I am an equal opportunity criticizer.
I am not depressed on the eve of my birthday, just frustrated which is a feeling that I am used to by now, I am working on ironing out the various aspects of my life that need changing, hopefully by the eve of my 30th birthday I will be in a more stable, content state than I am currently and honestly, what more could I wish for? ^_^