Well...

DoUbLeHeLiX 2003-10-08 20:46:34 ET I've had him a month and a half. Its time for him to see his Mom. Saturday I go to AZ to see her. I hate to admit it, but I am worried about her right now. He should help her out. She needs some love. I will miss him tremendously! GOD things get ub3r quiet when he is gone. Too fuckin quiet. I always try to avoid it, but I usually get a little self destructive after he leaves. I gotta stay occupied. must party vegas punk style with syntheticdream saturday night...

SaraSidel 2003-10-08 20:47:49 ET one..word only.. adorable :)

DoUbLeHeLiX 2003-10-08 20:48:45 ET Hi Sabbi:)

SaraSidel 2003-10-08 20:49:08 ET Hey there :)

UnLabeled 2003-10-08 20:49:45 ET awwww *tear* i want one

SaraSidel 2003-10-08 20:50:10 ET can i have one of each?? ;)

UnLabeled 2003-10-08 20:50:57 ET only if you share

DoUbLeHeLiX 2003-10-08 20:51:10 ET ....~blushes~.... :)

SaraSidel 2003-10-08 20:52:16 ET :( I dun wanna share...*tantrum*

DoUbLeHeLiX 2003-10-08 20:52:34 ET Hi UL, how you been?

DoUbLeHeLiX 2003-10-08 20:53:00 ET lol @ tantrum

SaraSidel 2003-10-08 20:54:06 ET *cheesy grin* i can be cute sometimes see..heh

UnLabeled 2003-10-08 20:54:27 ET hey DH, been okay. By the way...again, cute lil you

Apollyon Gabriel 2003-10-08 20:54:44 ET awww cute

DoUbLeHeLiX 2003-10-08 20:55:37 ET Thanks AG and UL... I think I am gonna keep him.:)

SaraSidel 2003-10-08 20:56:16 ET I don't think he'd let you not keep him :)

UnLabeled 2003-10-08 20:56:42 ET i shall have one someday...oh yes...i shall

Apollyon Gabriel 2003-10-08 20:56:56 ET yea... the quiet times... can be nice... but... its nice to have someone around... and little kids can be a handful and all... but they are tons of fun... always playin' around... and keepin' ya busy... makes time go by quicker... time isn't so dull

SaraSidel 2003-10-08 20:57:29 ET me too...found some damn cute stuff today that makes me want one now hehe..well not really but..yeah.. HT Baby (hot topic baby! ..oh yeah that's hot topic clothes...for babies!)

DoUbLeHeLiX 2003-10-08 21:03:13 ET oh boy... Hot topic kids clothes would be the heat. I already have Jake pimpin red chuck t's everyday.

SaraSidel 2003-10-08 21:03:57 ET http://www.hottopic.com/store/nodePage.asp?LS=0&M=280894788&RN=343

DoUbLeHeLiX 2003-10-08 21:05:09 ET OMG a misfits onesie!!!

Apollyon Gabriel 2003-10-08 21:06:22 ET awwww!!

Apollyon Gabriel 2003-10-08 21:06:54 ET yea i love babies... i'm gonna try to wait awhile till i has any though... my niece is enough for now... she grins almost all the time its so adorable

DoUbLeHeLiX 2003-10-08 21:07:26 ET :) plenty of time for kids. I was 27 when Jake was born. Goodnight peeps, russ is spent...

SaraSidel 2003-10-08 21:07:35 ET see isn't it great! i'm getting this for emilee!!

Apollyon Gabriel 2003-10-08 21:07:41 ET night :-)

SaraSidel 2003-10-08 21:07:46 ET gooodnight!

Apollyon Gabriel 2003-10-08 21:08:00 ET awww

fakeambition 2003-10-08 21:12:57 ET ha. ive spent days looking at kick ass baby clothes. too bad i dont have a baby.

Apollyon Gabriel 2003-10-08 21:16:22 ET hahaha... yes... i know how it goes... picking out baby names for non-existent chil'ens and such... toughy

SaraSidel 2003-10-08 21:18:10 ET i have the names..well i *had* the names not sure i'll use them now though..since i seem to have had some weird psycic power when i picked mine out years ago. and i buy baby/toddler clothes all the time..my 'nieces'(olivia, emilee, and kayla) are way too spoiled

fakeambition 2003-10-08 21:18:22 ET ive got a kid. he was just never a baby.

SaraSidel 2003-10-08 21:19:33 ET i'm really bad about baby/childrens stuff. i'll buy it for just about any one's kid..infact..if i had DH's addy i'd probably be sending mini-DH some clothes/toys/etc. i'm just weird like that though

Apollyon Gabriel 2003-10-08 21:20:19 ET haha aww... where'd ya get a kid at?

fakeambition 2003-10-08 21:20:47 ET divorced drug addicted ex

Apollyon Gabriel 2003-10-08 21:22:14 ET ahh... well atleast you got the kid... so he/she not gotta be with a druggy..

fakeambition 2003-10-08 21:24:01 ET he gets to live with an alcoholic. yay!

SaraSidel 2003-10-08 21:24:51 ET almost as bad, but not quite...i lived with both when i was growing up and i turned out just fine. ...well i turned out to not do either..not sure that i'm 'just fine' haha

Apollyon Gabriel 2003-10-08 21:25:48 ET hahaha... well i think bein' around it... gets it out of your system early on in life... of course when i was little my mom and dad did both... but they ended up quitin' when i was little as well... so it wasn't too bad...

fakeambition 2003-10-08 21:26:15 ET yeah, it aint bad. i dont drink while hes around (although revshade had the great idea of training him to bring us 40s)

Apollyon Gabriel 2003-10-08 21:27:41 ET hahaha thats horrible

SaraSidel 2003-10-08 21:27:43 ET i was around it enough, but i was also the reason mom quit. but i learned early on that my family (both sides) have problems with their addictive personalities, so i'm not even trying to get that way

fakeambition 2003-10-08 21:28:37 ET i dont know his mom, but something tells me the poor kid is gonna be fucked up in a few years.

Apollyon Gabriel 2003-10-08 21:28:41 ET yea... i shouldn't have tried... but errr... who knows... things get to ya...

SaraSidel 2003-10-08 21:29:13 ET i'll have a drink now and then, but i know better then to get too trashed. and i don't really ever think about drugs ::shrugs:: just not my thing.

fakeambition 2003-10-08 21:29:27 ET yeah.

Apollyon Gabriel 2003-10-08 21:32:25 ET yea i had an obsessive hatred for myself... i guess i sort of was out to destroy myself... glad thats changed :-)

SaraSidel 2003-10-08 21:33:44 ET i've tried to explain to my friends numerous times that they are much better without them, but i gave up ...they don't listen to moi so i let them be them

fakeambition 2003-10-08 21:34:21 ET i dont know why i did any of it. stupid reasons im sure.

Apollyon Gabriel 2003-10-08 21:37:35 ET i just wanted a get away... to forget... not be so tortured in thought... now i'm not without them... so its ok... i mean shit happens... i'm pretty much over it... anyways i did worse things to myself... then anything that has ever been done to me... so i guess i find comfort in that hahaha :-P

DoUbLeHeLiX 2003-10-08 21:39:11 ET the planet would be bland without the salt of the earth my friend.

fakeambition 2003-10-08 21:39:46 ET how right you are

Apollyon Gabriel 2003-10-08 21:40:19 ET yes agreed... ya know... people can be upset about that stuff... but it still adds flavor... and i guess it what makes everyone dif... cause everyone goes through dif. things... good things happen 2... and people take them for granted... so i guess all and all its good thing

SaraSidel 2003-10-08 21:40:23 ET i thought you were going to bed silly! :)

DoUbLeHeLiX 2003-10-08 21:41:14 ET I had to write that other journal entry... It was on my mind...

SaraSidel 2003-10-08 21:41:32 ET :) works for moi, i'm still here too, i have to get up in 4 hours

Apollyon Gabriel 2003-10-08 21:42:37 ET woo very soon to get up... i don't really have to do anything... besides call my former work place... to see about gettin' my job back haha... sucks... i'm goin' be gettin' i told you so's from everyone... :-P... its all cool..

fakeambition 2003-10-08 21:42:58 ET well look at the time. ive got to get up in 4 hours as well.

Apollyon Gabriel 2003-10-08 21:43:53 ET O_o... wow y'all have to be up early... i'll take a nap for all of y'all later... and keep y'all in my thoughts... maybe y'all won't be as tired through the day :-)

DoUbLeHeLiX 2003-10-08 21:44:08 ET pride tastes like shit...

SaraSidel 2003-10-08 21:44:25 ET i'm always tired throughout the day, and then when it comes to be 11 at night..i'm wide awake, even without a nap during the afternoon..it sucks

fakeambition 2003-10-08 21:45:33 ET grr me too. i hate it, im sleepy when im not supposed to be and awake when im supposed to be asleep.

DoUbLeHeLiX 2003-10-08 21:45:57 ET my issue is the venti mocha frap I finished an hour ago...

SaraSidel 2003-10-08 21:46:18 ET i had some chai (which i'm officially addicted to) but normally that doesn't bother me

fakeambition 2003-10-08 21:47:27 ET mmm chai i had robotussin and wine, i really should be asleep.

SaraSidel 2003-10-08 21:47:47 ET yeah..for most people that would knock them out cold

fakeambition 2003-10-08 21:48:45 ET i think im becoming immune to it. ive had it like everynight this week.

DoUbLeHeLiX 2003-10-08 21:48:57 ET lol FA... Your ALWAYS drinking wine:)

fakeambition 2003-10-08 21:50:07 ET only at night, when im alone. the rest of the time its 40's gotta keep my ghetto gangsta image

DoUbLeHeLiX 2003-10-08 21:50:41 ET word

Apollyon Gabriel 2003-10-08 21:52:12 ET dats aight g dawg O_o

SaraSidel 2003-10-08 21:52:21 ET fo shizzle

fakeambition 2003-10-08 21:53:25 ET i got an email the other day it said 'jizz shizzled on her face fo shizzle' im never getting rid of it

DoUbLeHeLiX 2003-10-08 21:53:26 ET I knew that was coming:)

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