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|  |  | 2007-04-05 14:04:27 ET 
 I'm not engaged anymore...not even with him...dang.
 
 I feel like maybe I threw something away but really...who am I  kidding?
 As much as I love him I can't marry the one person in this world who hurt me so awfully bad that even 8 months later I can't trust or forgive him completely.
 
 Maybe we'll get another chance one day.
 
 
 I'm young, I'm broke and I'm a grad student...I just want to dick around for a while and do what I want.
 
 ...pick up some hunky mans at the bar, maybe? haha
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