2007-04-05 14:04:27 ET|
I'm not engaged anymore...not even with him...dang.
I feel like maybe I threw something away but really...who am I kidding?
As much as I love him I can't marry the one person in this world who hurt me so awfully bad that even 8 months later I can't trust or forgive him completely.
Maybe we'll get another chance one day.
I'm young, I'm broke and I'm a grad student...I just want to dick around for a while and do what I want.
...pick up some hunky mans at the bar, maybe? haha