Arties cracked and darkend
2004-05-05 17:48:37 ET

Does it mean your a horriable person when your parent ask you that the thought of stabbing some one make you smile ?? and you respond with uggghhhhh....and think on the inside that yes but on the outside say no. I felt that way , I just fell so fucking feed up with people sometimes. My dad playing his John Wayne I kick ass character instead of hearing me out about shit. Sheena ruinning my day by making me feel like I did not get the job at BIOTHERM. I mean fuck the girl loved me and said she would totally pass the resume on to her boss. I mean you know when peopel lie and then you know when people don't because most people suck at it. The girl I talked to wasn't, she was to timid and if she trys to she knows she'll get caught. I mean my mom even pissedme off by saying if I was hiring for a postion I would not hire you !! What the fuck I feel like I got enemies every where even in my family !! If I'm so fucking bad how the fuck do I get hired and peopel are my friends !! Fuck I should of been in an art college witha good jobs and fallowing what I knew in my heart was right.Did wel lin school moved to LB go to college then work for makeup or entertainment bussiness one way or another. Murder is what I scream for !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-05-06 05:51:32 ET

mmmm... anger management anyone? hehe... looking for work is no fun at all. : (

2004-05-06 05:53:55 ET

Yeah, there is alot of anger. Yet I channel it when I play man hunt good bloody Manhunt muwhahahah. I also tell people off but there been really nobody I want to yell at besides my ex.

2004-05-06 05:57:03 ET

try taking your anger out in healthy ways. enjoy a nice walk or some milk and cookies. : )

2004-05-06 07:19:06 ET

Or maybe carving a turkey or proably drawing pictures of the twisted mind hahahah thank you.

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