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2003-07-27 01:32:20 ET My water needs to boil already...it's 3am...I'm starving...I've been cleaning ALL NIGHT (my fellow closers decided to let me do EVERYTHING tonight...and slack off taking extra breaks when there was a ton of stuff to be done). BAH... SO STUPID...tired of trying to make up for things and not feeling like I'm making it any better...IM FUCKING SORRY ALREADY!! I'm in a psycho mood again...that terrible anger that makes me want to scream, but when I open my mouth, nothing will come out...that anger that just builds and builds until I take it out on some poor undeserving soul that may give me the teeniest reason to snap...Anger that no amount of liquer or nicotine can help...anger that is malevolent and evil...trying to wrap its self around my heart....GO AWAY ANGER!!! IM SICK OF YOU!!! Crappy... cranky...fuck this...no matter what I do, I just make things worse...so i'll just shut up for now. |
