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2003-10-05 06:47:52 ET Parents are on their way...moving all of my stuff into storage today...ugh. have to go back to my parents' house for a little while...god fucking dammit...I hell of didn't want to move home...I have no choice right now, though. The friend I was thinking about moving in with has been really bad at getting back to me...I don't think this person understands the urgency of the situation...which is fine, because she has her new boyfriend and everything...so she is distracted...but whatever...SHE NEEDS TO CALL ME (you know who you are...so CALL ME, LADY!! :P) Today, I can officially say that I am quite possibly the saddest person in the world. I no longer have my boyf that i loved so much...nor do i have my puppy...or my own place...or, really any place for that matter...i lost my dignity, and I'm very ready to just give up...but I know I can't...AND GOD FUCKING DAMMIT if that doesn't hurt, too...ugh...i dunno...i guess I should stop whining and be happy about my job...and that I'm lucky enough to have parents that will take me back for a little while...and be there for me through thick and thin...and some awesome friends that will let me cry on their shoulder when the spotlight should be on them... Anyhow...enough whining out of me... |
