2004-10-25 17:26:19 ET|
I have to say that one of my favorite things about the Halloween season is purple twinkle lights. My mom and I went on a huge shopping spree yesturday. My booty consisting of: PURPLE TWINKLE LIGHTS of two kinds. The standard and the sparkly "diamond" twinkle lights, two candles for the meditation I hope to get to, a little cast iron cauldron to burn away negative things, lotsa incense, a HUGE wallhanging which depicts what I think is the tree of life and smells of old things, wall mounted column shelvy things and matching mirror. I have rearranged my room, and it feels much less blank in here. I feel very goth and spooky with nothing but my twinkle lights on....as light, i mean.
Money is tight right now, but somehow I find myself in an ok mindset. Usually, I'd be flipping out, but I know I will figure it out. I usually do.
I wish I could go out more and be social again. But I just can't...scared, I guess. Just not ready to go out into social situations that involve the outside world...if that makes any sense.
Damn iTunes...stop that...read my mind, damn you! That's better.
Anyhow...must go do the dinner thing...