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2007-03-05 17:04:36 ET So I've decided to kick myself in the ass and finally lose weight. I worked out when I got home from work today, and this will become a regular thing. I only ate one Cadbury Creme Egg tonight, as well. I had white rice, smokes, and Diet Mountain Dew for dinner. This week is going to be really hard because my vagina is spewing out blood and hormones, but we'll see how it goes. Because I really, really need to lose weight, not just for my self esteem and to be able to fit into my clothes again, but also for health reasons. Since I've gained the 20lbs since moving into this apartment, my hiatal hernia has gotten worse, my knees are giving me shit, and I just feel shitty all around. I honestly need to lose at least 50 lbs to feel healthy and *right* again. Let's hope I can keep the resolve. At least I'm not in a relationship to keep me complacent anymore. |
