One tear, one thought. One thought, one movement.
2002-07-13 21:27:31 ET

Strange, right now I do feel apathetic, like I should most of the time. I don’t know, but many times that I feel like that or sad and depressed, by just entering to sk.net it somehow gives me just a little more courage, I suppose because the sk.net banner’s quote stands right by saying "a community just for you" and thus I may feel part of it. You know, outside are a lot of people I can’t stand, too many mainstream shit and stuff, then just coming to sk.net it at least makes me feel just a little more comfortable, watching some other journals or stuff, whatever.

So, it is a fact now that I am going to travel to Dallas, TX. A sir wants me to stay at his home with his family and wants me to paint some stuff, I’m not sure what, I heard something about a museum of Aztec culture... mmh, I don’t really like that stuff, I don’t show any interest in that but if this is an opportunity to do some art I’ll take it for now. Anyway, I’ll also spend vacations there with them, I’m not sure if I’ll be able to connect to internet at least to check my e-mail or post some stuff here. I’ll part from tomorrow at 11:00 pm, and I’ll stay probably two weeks or so, I hope no more, because I do enjoy my violin lessons... mmh, my gothie violin teacher looked so nice today with a long sleeve shirt with black and white stripes, he he, I ought to admire and stare beauty when I see it! Her boyfriend must be proud of having such pretty lady, and I’m of having a kind teacher.

Oh well, I barely started what’s going to be my new painting and I posted just a preview in the previous journal entry, but I won’t be able to continue it until I come back. Meanwhile, tomorrow I’ll go again for the Amadeus quartet of cords to hear them because I love it, then I should be preparing luggage for the travel and be ready to go.


2002-07-14 08:15:39 ET

Have a fun time then...but not too much fun!

2002-07-17 06:21:58 ET

yeah, have fun

2002-07-20 08:58:20 ET

I've finally had the time to get online in here. Damn, I haven't had fun at all here, I'm just going around with some kids and I haven't painted anything yet, blah...

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