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2005-01-08 22:48:54 ET
Yesterday I had a weird dream.
[if anything else comes to my mind or something interesting to my life I’ll only be posting my dreams again].
It was cloudy, sort of raining, but not stormy, I wasn’t sure were I was just that I were walking by some streets without a clue I wanted to go. Finally I started recognizing some places I knew I was close home so I wanted to go home. When I got there, I realized I didn’t had the key, I was feeling like if I had a fight or something and strangely I had the idea that I had to go somewhere near for the key. The rain got I little harder. I didn’t know why I had a knife, I just knew it. I was desperate looking for the key out in the rain crossing some streets. I found the key and felt like if someone was chasing me, I started running but not for being afraid of them, but because I just wanted to go to bed and don’t hurt anyone; I had a knife, I was bothered. Before I got home I stopped and look around, no one was chasing me, it was my imagination. I screamed and yelled with my face towards the sky. I was all wet. I threw myself to the floor, crawled some and stood up. I had a knife, I has feeling some sort of annoyance in my right ear. I cut my ear. I felt all the blood coming out and dripping all aver my face. I wasn’t sure if it was pain what I was feeling, but I was damn scared, I cut my ear. I was bleeding. I enter the house finally. I went to my room. I was bleeding. The phone ringed, I answered, it was my father, I told him I cut my ear and he scolded me saying I was stupid, that he’s be there in a moment. The blood was still dripping through my face. I finally put a towel to stop the bleeding. I was feeling really tired and somehow dizzy. I just wanted to sleep, and ironically when I fell asleep (in the dream) I actually woke up. I touched my ears, and knew it was all a dream. Yet, wherever I go I still feel like the blood keeps dripping in m face. |
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