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2003-03-31 18:41:31 ET It’s still being too hard for me to get web concentrated on lectures about almost anything. Even when it’s something I’m enjoying reading, in a few moments later I end up distracting ironically by the ideas and thoughts that the lecture generated in me, thus I lose the reading… fuck, it seems random-thinking is the only thing I can do well, fuck, I’m not good with letters in deed. Well thinking randomly isn’t really that easy as it looks, it’s …uhm, well it happens when least needed, though, lately I haven’t had those moments of thinking about a simple thing and ending up with a mega-philosophy about it like I used to before. Sometimes it’s quite simple, just chose two decisions of possibilities for any single idea and it will bifurcate into so many that it will become a big theorem. I remember about a a year ago I started with something that only had to do with ‘movement’, then it passed through ‘awareness’ and finalizing with something about ‘the reality of cognoscible measured universe’.. heh, well something like that… well I just do remember it was at night and I could sleep. But lately I’ve been more fascinated about music; doing arrangements of melodies and practicing on my violin… oh yeah, so I forgot to say, I’ve now one year since I start taking violin classes, yep one year, so I guess I can now say that I’m no rookie anymore, now I’m a …beginer? Whatever, I’m glad about that; it’s been a lot of patience, much patience, but yeh, it is something I’m enjoying. note: BWV 1043 is Bach's 'Double violin concerto' I love it so much. |
