2006-03-20 22:08:14 ET
How was I desperate?
Well that all depends...
How much do I want someone to notice me?
How much do I want to make some one love me?
How much do I really not want to spend the rest of my life with him?
First, I don t, I don t want him to notice me. I don t care anymore...
Second, You can t make someone love you, so there is nothing you can do to change that...so stop, before you do something idiotic.
Third, a bunch...I was going to marry him. I would have been stuck
for the rest of my life with a man that wants to remind me, like
clockwork, how I lie....about ONE FREEKING thing.
He wants to verbally and emotionally abuse me...
He manipulate every conversation...
WHY would I want to do something desperate to keep him?
I don t.