Miz zayn
even though I need to give more... Myspace: lilmizscareall LJ: lilmizscareall Im a hairstylist in Fountain Square, which is located in Indianapolis.	Moi!   Friends   Pets   gallery 5

This is now

2009-10-17 11:05:36 ET I have changed, my life is different, but I like it. I look back on my last entry and I wonder what the hell I was writing? I have no idea. Ill tell you about myself and I hope to resurrect this journal. My hair is long, all the people I knew are gone. I love where I am actually. My bedroom overlooks the city, but I keep the windows drawn. The city is still my cradle, a place where I lay my head every night, my sister soul. I look her in her face everyday, I walk along her heart. I am happy. Right now I see where I am and where Im going. My past looks like a lucid dream, a zombis memory. I am truly living right now, and I feel amazing. There is no more smoke in my head. Im getting married in two weeks. My dress makes me look like a super hero, and right now I fucking feel like one. 4 comments

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2007-12-29 19:01:12 ET whoa... time flys.... thankfully when you update this thing it keeps track of the date. My life has been better.... I never made the mistake to go back. The number one things that bothers me the most is myself. I feel old. I look old. I don t look anywhere near how I used. Overtime I ve removed one piercing after the next and today I forget I ever had them. I always told myself I d never change. Sometimes it happens, it doesn t have to be on purpose....

advice

2006-03-21 01:27:15 ET The worst thing you could do to yourself, is to do something out of desperation. Everytime I start to hurt... I remind myself... 6 comments

Update on my life....

2006-03-10 01:58:38 ET Right now I m jobless....first.time.ever. I m going to beauty school... I love it. I am flitting back and forth between my parents house and my house. I now have 2 dogs... and an extra cat. I don t ever go out any more. I hate drinking and smoking... it makes me paranoid, disconnected and queezy. I miss it, I want mushrooms and opium. I need a job first. I ve lost about 35 lbs. Stress smoking...a diet of Mt. Dew and Turkish Jade Lights. My mom has really recovered from her stroke, but not all mentally there... which is awesome. My Moms is the coolest. Especially when she tells me my cigarettes smell good. My dad had bariatric surgery, he has lost 215+ lbs. I love Soy Milk. My favorite coffee is purchased at The Chocolate cafe, Bp, and my own kitchen. I use one of those, one cup brewers, and a tea kettle. I m reading Snow Crash...again...

Back from the grave

2006-03-02 16:24:43 ET So yeah.... I pretty much quit this thing, but I ve been coming back lately to check it out. So here is a post. What have I missed? 5 comments

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