2009-10-17 06:05:36 ET|
I have changed, my life is different, but I like it.
I look back on my last entry and I wonder what the hell I was writing?
I have no idea.
Ill tell you about myself and I hope to resurrect this journal.
My hair is long, all the people I knew are gone.
I love where I am actually. My bedroom overlooks the city, but I keep the windows drawn.
The city is still my cradle, a place where I lay my head every night, my sister soul. I look her in her face everyday, I walk along her heart. I am happy.
Right now I see where I am and where Im going. My past looks like a lucid dream, a zombis memory. I am truly living right now, and I feel amazing.
There is no more smoke in my head.
Im getting married in two weeks. My dress makes me look like a super hero, and right now I fucking feel like one.