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2002-09-12 08:05:11 ET Feelings: indescribable Music: blah blah blah lots of stuff 10 Days Away!!! and its my birthday! Yea! - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - I had a dream the other night. It s the ~3~ year anniversary of one of the most horrible things that ever happened to my heart. It was broken...for the first time, in that way. Anyways, I hadn t even thought about it. I had that dream and I know it was sitting in the back of my head somewhere. It still bothers me to this day. Peter and I have reached a really good part in our relationship. I hope he sees how much I care for him. I wish I could find new ways to show him. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - FALL IS HERE!!! I have a VERY deep connection to autumn. I don t know why, it may have to do with the fact that I was born on the first day of fall.... I get these strange butterflies in my stomach. I wake up in the morning with a smile on my face that won t go away. I feel......weird.......I can t explain the feelings that I have. I get excited about the thoughts of the falling leaves and the almost bare trees. The wind blowing through the branches and stirring up this strong wooded scent. The taste of the dead leaves on my breath. GARGH!!! I love it! ~purr~ I know that it does stay warm for quite awhile still. I can t help but think that when the temperature drops the way that it has in the last two days, I know it s on the way. In my heart it is already here and I am going to start enjoying it now before it s over. ~sigh~ (just imagine my head resting on my hand with a vacant sappy look on my face) |
