I m sad

Miz zayn 2003-01-28 05:10:01 ET I feel weird. I m sitting here wanting to pour my heart out to this humming machine, but I just cant seem to do it. I feel weird. Like something is really wrong. I have to work tonight and just the thought of it makes me want to cry. I am lonely. I think maybe the winter blues has gotten to me. ~cries~ I don t want to do anything. I don t even want to play any games. I m tired of games. I m tired of arguing. I know I love you, but why am I sooo tired. Why do I feel like this. Always questions, but never an answer. I think the blues are getting to everyone here. I read that everyone is sad, is lonely and upset. I too feel this way. I wanna go out and dance......

Total Eclipse 2003-01-28 05:31:33 ET *hug*

skymoshingtrickster 2003-01-28 06:56:28 ET *more hugs* I felt like that a week or so ago. I went to a club with some friends, made sure I wore comfy boots, made myself get out on the dancefloor, and just let loose. I'm thinking now that I prolly looked pretty silly cause I was flailing around like a maniac, but it still felt great. I think it's kinda like when you have great sex and later you think that maybe the faces you made looked stupid, but it doesn't matter because it was such great sex. :)

Miz zayn 2003-01-29 12:19:16 ET ~hugs~ thanks guys. huh, thanks for making me laugh too...definately the best medicine.

Total Eclipse 2003-01-29 12:34:12 ET *tickles*

Miz zayn 2003-01-29 19:17:34 ET huh, luckly I m not ticklish...whatsoever

skymoshingtrickster 2003-01-29 19:19:27 ET awww, that's no fun!

Total Eclipse 2003-01-29 23:33:05 ET okay *does a silly little jig*

Miz zayn 2003-01-30 04:26:39 ET o.0

Total Eclipse 2003-01-30 05:02:13 ET *starts juggling act*

skymoshingtrickster 2003-01-30 07:10:33 ET *tries to stand on head* *topples over*

Miz zayn 2003-01-30 08:27:48 ET o.0 okay...now you all are just being weird!

Total Eclipse 2003-01-31 04:48:25 ET silly; not weird.

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