2003-02-11 19:35:31 ET|
this just sums up a fraction of what I thought and felt.
What a crazy night I had sunday....
Peter and I had indulged in some psilocybe cubensis.
It was neat. We went to Fusion and he just watched the room
breath...I couldn t stop talking, but I still had my head about
me. It was the second night they had the "chill room" up and
running...how perfect for us. We spent the whole night in there.
The beginning of the night was REALLY nice but then the room started
filling up and getting quite louder. Thats when I really didn t like
it. It was really difficult when my stomach kept hurting and then
the feeling would overwelm my whole body....but it was still good.
I REALLY wanted to dance. I have not been able to just dance the
night away yet....I get about a few dances in and then everything
is over. So I thought I would brave the loud dance floor and go
for it. It was horrible. I really felt the music but I couldn t
catch the vibe. I felt like everyone was watching me(but people
always watch the dance floor) and my mind was racing a hundred miles
per hour. The chill room was felt very uncontrolled and we needed to
leave....so we went home and I laid in bed for two hours and then
that was it. It s the second time I ve ever taken mushrooms.....they are sooo awesome. I didn t take as
many as Peter did....so that means no halutionations. But it was mind expanding. My mind
raced and raced. If you haven t done them you should....It would really drive you crazy.
Not to mention, I can t imagine the stuff you might write or even draw while on them.
Everything feels soooo different. I can t even explain it. I just remember trying to dance
and feeling like a complete fool. When I was sitting in the dark room, I felt like everyone
was intruding. Taking up space and SOOOO loud. The music was soooo soothing too. I can t
explain all the feelings I felt. I also could not stop talking. I was like a water facet
that you can t shut off.
Last time I did mushrooms, my friends skeleton figure danced...only she didn t dance...her
shadow did. Merowr....I wan t mooooore. ~falls over~ So if you haven t tried it you should!