2006-04-24 17:50:11 ET|
I honestly do not know what's going on with me anymore...
I'm beyond depressed and it all seems to center around my self-esteem.
I know this sounds like pity so don't assume that I'm just trying to get sympathy...
but I feel horrible, I feel like I look like, like, like something that needs to be banished to a far away land never to be looked at again.
I think what bugs me the most is that I caught my boyfriend flirting with close to 20 girls on myspace.
But if I'm so gorgeous, like he says I am...why do I NEVER, EVER even get a lude comment?
Also...he was flirting with girls (this will sound shallow) that were less attractive than me...hard for me to think. And I STILL get no one hitting on me.
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?!