| shit I've been meaning to put in here... | 2005-10-24 13:04:35 ET |
What I having been meaning to put in here. Well this is the deal yo! lol. The shinitz that has been going down. All last month Thomas and I were fuckin around. He was staying at my house alot doing alot of this for me and with me. Apparently I took things one way and he took them another.... Well we dont hang out for a week cause I'm busy moving my dads friends into our house....and well call up thomas on the weekend...and he has a girlfriend. And I'm like " WHAT THE FUCK!?"....this girl I went to school with. Shes dirty( they called her "scary sherri"),shes pregnant, shes supposely still dating..and definetly still lives with the babies daddy, and shes a crazy bitch. Anyway...I know so much shit about her..people are still filling me in day by day. Thomas and this girl do nothing, not physical contact at all. She wont tell the babies daddy that she is dating thomas either, says they are "just friends". Thomas is being a fuckin idiot and cant see the signs..and I can't let him in on shit, cause then it makes me look like the jealous ex. Anyway...thomas and I talked I told him I still have feelings for him...basically and gayly confessed my love for him....yea I'm a dork. And soo here I am today...Thomas has a girlfriend...but sees me and does more shit with me than her.....theres still the flirting.......and I'm not sure how to take this one...but I will tell you and someone can tell me...saturday night we had a party here for my brother....and we were all feeling pretty good.....well I went in and crashed about 4am, thomas comes in 2 hours later and crawls in bed with me....thats the extent of it....but how should I take that....he knows how I feel for him....knows I still want to be with him....there were plenty of other places to sleep at that time and he sleeps with me...how should I take it....any one have anything to tell me with this....help!?...please...
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