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| school.. | 2003-09-10 13:31:13 ET |
Came home and got my homework done.. and now I'm sitting here bored out of my mind...blaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh..
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| Boys are stupid! Throw rocks at them!... | 2003-09-09 12:00:42 ET |
Last night I had a long conversation with AJ.
Problem= his lack of affection towards me in public anymore
Situation= (don't be afraid if you don't understand some word phrasing)
For awhile now AJ hasen't loved me much in public. And that made me start to think he is losing interest in me. I mean I will hug him and he won't hug me back. And I know I'm attached like a leech to him, but I warned him. He has spoiled me with affection for 2 years now, and when he takes it away I get upset. Especially since he stopped so quickly, it wasen't a long slow process. When I see my friend and her boyfriend being all lovey, and AJ and I are standing there, I want us to be all lovey, but he doesn't. He won't kiss me when he's around his work.. or well much of anyone. And it makes me sad damnit! So I told him about it.. and he said he knew thats what I've been wanting to talk to him about. And I asked him that if he knew, why he didn't do anything about. He went on about how I know he's not an open person, and thats why he couldn't do anything about it and blah blah blah. I don't understand it, if he was all loving me awhile ago. I just don't understand it, and I know this all sounds confusing, but I'm confused about it also.
Solution=....unresolved...
I couldn't explain all of that well because 50 million people are messaging me and my dad is talking to me....sorry.. I'm in another bad mood today...
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| Yup yup.. | 2003-09-08 15:41:49 ET |
School was pretty boring as usual and I felt like shit. I got maybe 3 hours of sleep last night. I just couldn't sleep, I don't know why, maybe something was bothering me. I came home and ate like a pig and then took a nap. When I woke up I ate agian. I feel fat now. BLAH. I was in a mean nasty mood today. It sucks when I get like that. I get very arguementative with everyone and want to rip their heads off, literally.
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| Nothing like a good shot in ass.... | 2003-09-06 07:23:43 ET |
It was awesome. Only about 15 people, but all friends. It was cool. I didn't drink, but I don't care cause I still had a blast! I was shot in ass 4 times with a BB gun. Once to get the bb gun in the ass like everyone else, and 3 more times cause I liked the pain. I have huge welts on my ass. Can't wait till AJ sees this..hahaha. Butterfield got so plastered..it was hilarious. Him and this chick when out and had sex somewhere in the woods, and when he comes back his pants a Kris Kross style. Coleman pierced under his eye, he calls it the "Lonely Tear drop". Stien pierced Jaycins nose. Did a good job I must say. Nina was there and Ashley C., Scully, Mike Mace, Karah, Clay, and someother people I can't remember at the minute. But it was fun. I enjoyed myself. Oh, and Coleman shot me in the ass, and he told me I got to shoot him him the balls, and I did. That was hilarious too. Ahhhhh..it was great. I had so much fun. I didn't get him til 2:30am.
Today Karah and I are hanging out. Then Karah, Mike and I are hanging out. Then Karah, Mike, AJ, and I are hanging out. Then I'm staying the night at AJ's. I'm excited. Its fun-O days in NiCole Land.
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| party.. | 2003-09-05 10:52:41 ET |
Tonight I'm going to a party at Stien's house with Karah. Might get a new tattoo. Tomorrow Karah and I are going to hang out and then I'm staying the night at AJs. AJ likes football, and this is the time of year I don't like because I am neglected for FOOTBALL. Its so saddening...anyway..feeling good today..all except for the headache, but I'll take IB Profen and be okies. Well I'm going to go now. Cheers!
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