Just woke up 2003-06-20 06:32:28 ET So last night I got back from AJs. We had fun. We watched Tears of the Sun with Bruce Willis in it. That was a suprisingly very very very good movie. We also watched Unfaithful the ending fuckin sucked, but other than that the movie was pretty good. AJ got his Oxymoron and The Virus CDs in the mail yesterday. He burnt me a copy of The Virus, cause I love them!We really didn't do much of anything Wensday or yesterday. My brother downloaded the new MSN messenger 6.0. Its awesome! I dunno. I really didn't do much of anything yesterday. I just caught a bumble bee that was flying around in my house. I let it go outside. \\listenings://"Bomb Drop"|The Virus\\ 4 comments And I'm Off... 2003-06-18 05:43:06 ET AJ just called and said hes on his way to get me. I'm staying the night at his house tonight. I loves him so much.. I haven't seen him since last saturday...saturday June 7th was the last time I seen him. I'm excited to see him. I'm happy happy happy!!!! :D :D :D..... stolen 2003-06-18 04:26:58 ET from Casey's page.. 1. Name: NiCole 2. Hair Color: Aulburn 3. Eye Color: Green 4. Height Currently: 5' 3" 5. Glasses/contacts: none 6. Birth Date: May 12th, 1985 7. Zodiac Sign: Taurus 8. Current Age: 18 9. Siblings: 1 brother(that I claim) 10. Siblings Age: 17 (we are only 9 and a half months apart) 11. Location: Mount Savage, Maryland 12. College: none 13. Piercings: ears 14. Tattoos: personal design on back of neck SOCIAL LIFE 1. Best Friends: Nina, AJ, Krystal, Tina, Myke, Karah, too many to name... 2. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: yes, AJ 3. Hobbies: playin bass, music, shows, movies, hangin out with friends, spending time with the S.O. 4. What Type Automobile Do You Drive: none at the moment 5. Are You Timely Or Always Late: depends 6. Do You Have A Job: nope 7. Do You Like Being Around People: depends STUFF 1. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: Yes 2. Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: yes 3. Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: Not really 4. Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: nope 5. Ever Liked a close Guy/Girl Friend: yes 6. Are You Lonely Right Now: nope 7. Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: hell no! 8. Do You Want To Get Married: yes 9. Do You Want Kids: yes, litters of them! FAVORITE 1. Room In house: bedroom 2. Type of music: punk, ska, psycho-billy, oldies, 3. Song: .....i don't have just one... I have many! 4. Memory: seeing the misfits and meeting Jerry Only! mmmmm..yummy! 5. Day Of The Week: Saturday 6. Color: hot pink and black 7. Perfume Or Cologne: "Love Spell" from Victoria's Secret 8. Flower: lily of the valley 9. Month: May 10. Season: Autum IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU: 1. Cried: almost 2. Bought Something: nope 3. Gotten Sick: no 4. Sung: all the time 5. Said I Love You: yes 6. Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them, But Didn't: yes 7. Met Someone New: yes 8. Moved On: ?? 9. Talked To Someone: Yes 10. Had A Serious Talk: yes 11. Missed Someone: yes AJ 12. Hugged Someone: yes, Jadelynn, cute little kid 13. Kissed Someone: nope 14. Fought With Your Parents: yup, when don't I? 15. Dreamt About Someone You Can't Be With: nope 16. Had a lot of sleep: nope Shit shit 2003-06-17 17:57:54 ET and more shit. Tomorrow I'm going to AJs. 2 nights ago one of his very close friends died. His name was Mikey. I met his and went to his house a couple of times. He was a very positive and awesome guy. I can't remember if he had Muscular Distrophy or Multipe Scaloris (spelled wrong), but most people with it don't live to see thier 17th birthday.. he was 19. His funeral is tomorrow. AJ hasn't told me if he wanted to go with him yet or not. If he wants me to , I will. If he doesn't , thats ok I wont. Its up to him. He told me he didn't care, but this isn't my place to make a decision.He sounded pretty upset on the phone last night, so I think tomorrow is going to be pretty rough on him, so I have to be there for him. I believe tomorrow is going to be very emotional. I remember the last time I seen Mikey, was about 2/3 months ago.. and I remember a statment that he said that we all laughed about at the time was.. he said " If I'm not out of this fuckin wheelchair before I die Imma be pissed.".....it sad. Kinda caught me by suprise when AJs mom told me this yesterday. Didn't expect him to die..so soon. She told me that he just stopped breathing in his sleep. AJ's mom is picking me up at 11am tomorrow. So I hope AJ tells me whether he wants me to go or not tonight, if he doesn't tell me yes or no, I'm just going to assume he doesn't want me to go with him. Its just so akward. I didn't know Mikey that well, so I'd fell wierd to go, unless AJ wanted me to go with him. Its so wierd. This world is shitty. All the good ones die. Fuck You 2003-06-10 18:21:44 ET Mom.. all I've done is tried to prove myself to you...brought up my grades for you.. but thats still not good enough.. helped you out around the house.. only to be told I do nothing around here...stayed in school so you could see me graduate next year....why?..so you would know you were a good parent?...haha ..sure are fooling them... well ya know what...I'm sick of having to prove something to you.. sick of always having to compete for attention...sick of being unknown to you....its time I start thinking about my self and what will make ME happy....I don't need to parade down a gym wearing a moo-moo and a piece of card-board with a nipple tassle to prove anything to myself.........and you want me to graduate so bad.. so I'm out of the house.. so I'm not here to bother you..... so I'm not here for you not to feed.....well how does a GED sound???.. it fuckin sounds good to me! fuck you! ( my stomache hurts from hunger pains.. I can't eat or I won't have anything to eat tomorrow. she hasen't been to the market in over a fuckin month....and if there is anyhing to make here.. you need milk and shit to make it.. which we don't have.... I'm so hungry...) 6 comments Jump to page: [Previous] 1 « 92 93 94 95 96 » 145 [Next] Back to Punk Kitten's page