[.a.c.k.] 2003-05-28 16:57:28 ET I can't wait until school it out! I'm so fuckin bored and sick of it. And we haven't even started exams. Ack! On the upside.. AJ informed me last night that PTI is offering a new course of study.. something like Computer forensics. So I will be checkin that out. It'd be awesome if I could do something in forensic science! I'm doing laundry at the moment.... it needs done.. i have now clean clothes.. I ran out this morning. When you get down to your last pair of underwear... thats when you know you need to do some laundry. [.a.j.] 2003-05-25 14:14:08 ET ..What would I do without AJ?..answer: GO FUCKING INSANE I stayed at AJs last night. Mom took me down at 8:30am. We hung out. Then Tony and Bug showed up. (tony is is friend and bug is tony's g/f..real name julie but we call her bug) And we hung out with them till about 9pm. It was fun. I swear Tonys cat is pregnant. He says shes fixed, but she looks and feels fuckin pregnant man. Her tits are hanging like they do before they are about to have their kittens.. and I felt her tummy and you can feel them move. Bug and I watched Tony and AJ do crazy flips and shit on the trampoline then we watched them play instruments. AJ and I watched Tony and Bug wrestle around. It was a fun day. Then AJ and I went home, watched TV and just chilled . Then we went out to "the room" and talked and other stuff. We didn't go to bed until 4am. AJ got be up this morning at 11am. Then we watched TV and shit. Krystal was suppose to take me home. She called at 12pm and told us that she couldn't come down until 3..4 at the very latest because someone flipped someones cars, a few people by hand, and they had to wait for the state police to show up so they could file a report and give statements. SO AJ and I layed in his room and started watching the " The World's Most..." on animal planet, but we both fell asleep. He woke me up at 4. We waited and waited and waited for Krystal. She didn't show. she calls a 5:30pm and says she just walked in her door. IT DOES NOT TAKE 5 FUCKIN HOURS TO DO ALL OF THAT SHIT!..I know she was hanging out with Fleegle and just didn't want to admit it. So she kinda ditched me. Cause she was suppose to pick me up in the mornin and we werre going to hang out. I was upset and AJs mom said she'd bring me home. If Krystal doesn't want to hang out with me she should just fuckin tell me. I hate being fucked around with,with this type of shit. I mean I was really upset and crying about it today. AJ is the only person that does want to hang out with me and do stuff with me. So I'm saying fuck Krystal. Right now.. I am not calling her a friend because she is not acting like one. And if she stops by my house my parents are going to tell her that I am here but I don't want to talk to her and I'm pretty pissed off at her. AJ had to make me eat some food today cause I needed to take my meds. I was too upset to eat.. but he talked me into it. Then I got sick. I just feel like crap...I really miss AJ....I hate when I'm upset and can't be around him. He is the only on that can cheer me up and make me feel better........ [.p.i.c.t.u.r.e.s.] 2003-05-23 11:07:51 ET I finally got the picture back from the other weekend. My 18th b-day cookout. Here they are... 1)Me and AJ // 2)Me spitting out some food // 3)Sarah trying to eat my finger // 4)Karah and Mike M. // 5)Krystal and Brienne // 6)Krystal and me setting up the tent // 7)Krystal,Clay,AJ and I setting up the tent // 8)AJ and Clay holding part of the tent // 9)Clay and Krystal holding part of the tent while I'm on the other side adjusting something // ......yup so there they are... ...today was ok...didn't do much today.. was really bored... and I'm bored at the moment.. clay is picking me up after he gets off work... so I get out of my house... 2 comments [.s.a.d.] 2003-05-22 17:25:22 ET I called Krystal yesterday after school..heres the conversation: Me: "So what are you going to do today?" Krystal:"Probably nothing. I was just getting ready to go get gas in my car." Me: "Oh, well you should come up here so we can hangout" Krystal: " Oh. Well Clay is here and we are going to hang out" .......she totally blew me off..... Called her agian today after school....conversation: Me: "So whats up?" Krystal: "About to let the dogs out to go to the bathroom, you?" Me: "Nothing at all fuckin bored" Krystal: "Me too" Me: " You should come up so we can hang out.We haven't hung out for awhile" Krystal: " Oh. I don't have much gas in my car" Me: " I have a few bux I can give you for gas" Krystal: "Oh well I don't think I have enough to make it out of hyndman." Me: "oh" ......she blew me off agian...she is suppose to be my best friend......... After the conversation yesterday I sat in my room and just pondered things...then I realized some things that suck. Its depressing... no one really hangs out with me much anymore. The only person that does is AJ. Hes the only person that hangs out with me and does stuff with me. Everyone else just blows me off.....I feel invisible...it sucks. I haven't changed any at all. I mean... if it was just anyone I wouldn't mind.... but Krystal and Clay are suppose to be my very close friends....and they have both been blowing me off. I feel like have have the fuckin black plague or something.. " oh no... stay away from her..".....it really sucks. I've been so down for the past 2 days......it really fuckin sucks.....i feel like I'm diseased..... 6 comments [.n.e.w.] 2003-05-19 16:42:50 ET AJ had a job interview today... I wonder how it went??.. I hope he got the job, he really wanted it. I don't know how I'm going to handle him having a job though. Oh and I got some new pix up.... and here they are: this is a rare one.. me with an actual HAPPY smile! ..they aren't that great of quality because my webcam sux. but here they are. 18 comments Jump to page: [Previous] 1 « 96 97 98 99 100 » 145 [Next] Back to Punk Kitten's page