eye for an eye? ..lol..
2006-11-29 02:36:34 ET

Warning: this is personal on a sexual level...

So... everyone knows.. I have this issuse with Jason watching porn.
Especially if we have not had sex that day or we had just got done having sex.
It just makes me feel bad...
well, I have tried to talk to him about it... make him understand my point of view.. and no matter how hard I try, he cant get it through his thick head.
So... heres where I finally found a way for him to somewhat see my point...

My friend Jess came down this summer. And all she did was talk about how you hadnt had a piece of ass in soo long or a boyfriend for that matter. Even after she left and we talked on the phone it was the same thing.
So for her b-day I made this picture thing of me and her at the beach when she was down.. a card.. some other little things......and I got her a Man in a Box...lol...aka... THE BULLET!
Well money was and has been tight so I havent been able to send her the package, and now she is dating one of my best friends back home. So I know she doesnt need the bullet.. and the joke of the bullet is now gone. So I kept say I was going to keep it. Cause I like them.. they are awesome. I broke mine after I moved down here, and havent had the money to get myself a new one. Jason kept getting aggervated that I wanted to keep it.
So I kept it. and I use it.
He thinks he is going to get replaced by it.. lol.
Which is exactly how I want him to feel... so he knows how I have been feeling. I know its bad to play this little game.. but Jason is so hard-headed sometimes that you have to take these approaches to certain subjects.
I'm going to let it go on for alittle while longer, so I know my point is made.

Other than that, things are good. We are both still sick.. this is a nasty little cold going around.
Right now I'm about to go clean up puppy puke....yuck.
have a grand day!

2006-11-29 02:44:20 ET

hrm...yeah...i'm always on the girl's side in the 'bothered about porn' debate. if a guy loves you, he should have no reason to even want to see another girl naked. that's just stupid and degrading...but then so are most guys x_x

2006-11-29 06:45:03 ET

once i found a porno mag under my ex's bed and burst into tears right there in front of him.. haha humourous upon reflection but not at the time

2006-11-29 07:33:13 ET

you're making a mountain out of a mole hill, you just need to give him his alone time with the computer.
accept it or it will just make things worse.

and he needs to learn the same about your little toy.

2006-11-29 12:41:33 ET

d.y.: but i've never heard of a lasting relationship where either the guy or the girl is at all dependent on any other sexual stimuli. one of the biggest causes of break-ups is if the sex gets boring or the two people stop needing each other in that way.

2006-11-29 13:14:04 ET

all opinions are greatly appreciated.

but see.. i had gotten to a point where .. i was like .. look at it.. whatever, but just let me know about it so I dont feel like your sneaking it.
Cause to me it feels like he is cheating on me. If he slept with another woman.. I'd have the same feeling.
But then he got mad about "just letting me know"...so I started to not accept it anymore.

sometimes its almost like he likes to see my reaction to it.

like I left today.. and I know he looked at it while I was gone.. for the fact that all of the history was deleted off the computer.
We are the only people that use this desk top.. so only him or I can delet the history...
and that...
that is a part that aggervates me. blah!

2006-11-29 14:25:07 ET

perhaps he just has some weird tastes, and does not want you to know, or something.

2006-11-29 14:40:00 ET

you dont think I've looked at the link he has? bahaha.
he's not into anything wierd. so i dont know what the deal is.

2006-11-29 14:49:08 ET

haha, that makes me laugh.

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