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2002-12-13 17:25:43 ET Yesterday Clay picked me up and we went to hyndman. I sat in the room listening to their band practice, drawing for alittle while. Then Krystal came and I rode around with her while they continued their band practice. Then we went back to AJs at 6. We all sat and talked. Then went out to his room and we all watched Boxing Helena. After it was over, Krystal and Clay went to get something to eat, and AJ and I hung out for awhile alone. Haven't had time alone since saturday. It was nice, no arguing or fighting. Lots of laughing, joking around acting like goofballs. I like that. Its nice when we do that. We had fun being together. It was very enjoyable and well needed. We get cranky if we haven't seen each other for awhile. We're use to seeing each other almost everyday of the week, even if its only for about 3 hours.. still... I had fun. I love AJ so much. Our relationship has never gotten old or boring. I looked up today at a picture of him I have hanging on my wall, and I got this big shit-eating-grin on my face and just felt...i dunno, the way I feel everytime I talk to him or see him. Its an indiscribable feeling. I've never got this feeling towards, or for anyone or anything else in my life. Its like this huge..high, I guess. Everytime I see him, I know I want to be with this boy for the rest of mylife. I know. Its not my mind saying this, its the feelings and messages my heart send me. I love this kid. And no one person or one thing can come between us, thats has already been proven countless times. You say you want examples? Ok.. heres a few: 1) mom didn't like him, threaten to kick me out if I didn't stop dating him....we're still together..I'm still in my house.. 2) dad scared the living shit outta him by pulling a knife on him and telling him that he would kill him in a split-second....didn't scare him off... 3) chicks all over him...want him badly...stalk him...we're still together... 4)..guy in band... i knew for awhile..nuff said... still together.... nothing can tear us apart.... |
