A collection of my thoughts..my feelings..course..they aren't "mine" but...you get the poi
2004-01-28 06:00:58 ET

"Wait for everyone to go away
And in a dimly lit room
Where you got nothing to hide
Say your goodbyes
Tell yourself weíll read a note that says,
"Iím sorry everyone.
Iím tired of feeling nothing. Goodbye."
Wash your face dry your eyes"


"But the girl on the car in the parking lot
says: "Man, you should try to take a shot
Can't you see my walls are crumbling."
Then she looks up at the building
and says she's thinking of jumping.
She says she's tired of life;
she must be tired of something."


"I may take a holiday in Spain
Leave my wings behind me
Drink my worries down the drain...
...Fly away to someone new"


"And how long has it been
Since someone let you in
Has given what I gave to you

And at night when you sleep
Do you dream I would be there
Just for a minute or two do you?

You ain't ever coming back to me
That's not how things were supposed to be
You take my hand just to give it back
No other lover has ever done that"


"Don't think that I can take another empty moment
Don't think that I can fake another hollow smile
It's not enough just to be sorry
Don't think that I could take another talk about it
Just like me you got needs
And they're only a whisper away
And we softly surrender
To these lives that we've tendered away"

"I am all that I'll ever be
When you - lay your hands
Over me but don't go weak on me now
I know that it's weak
But God help me I need this"


"Don't know how she gets by
Sleeps with a phone on her chest
And a bottle that's totally dry.
Forgets the day i was born
But if she saw me right now
She would hold me until we both died...

...And I could be
The one who would die to feel you breathe.
But it's too far gone,
And this love, must die...

I could be,
The one who would die to feel you breathe.
I could break, into eight million pieces
So just run as fast as you can for me
You mean everything..."


prolly add more in replies after this..mostly..i'm bored...


2004-01-28 06:04:26 ET

It's amazing
How you make your face just like a wall
How you take your heart and turn it off
How I turn my head and lose it all

It's unnerving
How just one move puts me by myself
There you go just trusting someone else
Now I know I put us both through hell

I'm not saying there wasn't nothing wrong
I just didn't think you'd ever get tired of me
I'm not saying we ever had the right to hold on
I just didn't wanna let it get away from me

But if that's how it's gonna leave
Straight out from underneath
Then we'll see who's sorry now
If that's how it's gonna stand, when
You know you've been depending on
The one you're leaving now
The one you're leaving out

It's aggravating
How you threw me on and you tore me out
How your good intentions turn to doubt
The way you needed time to sort it out

I'm not saying there wasn't nothing wrong
I just didn't think you'd ever get tired of me
I'm now saying we ever had the right to hold on
I just didn't wanna let it get away from me

But if that's how it's gonna leave
Straight out from underneath
Then we'll see who's sorry now
If that's how it's gonna stand, when
You know you've been depending on
The one you're leaving now
The one you're leaving out

The one you're leaving now
The one you're leaving out

I'm not saying there wasn't nothing wrong
I just didn't think you'd ever get tired of me

But if that's how it's gonna leave
Straight out from underneath
Then we'll see who's sorry now
If that's how it's gonna stand, when
You know you've been depending on
The one you're leaving now
The one you're leaving out

Tell me is that how it's going to end
When you know you've been depending on
The one you're leaving now
And the one you're leaving out

The one you're leaving now
The one you're leaving out

2004-01-28 06:41:15 ET

I guess itís luck, but itís the same
Hard luck, youíve been trying to tame
Maybe itís love, but itís like you said
ďLove is like a role that we play.Ē

But, I believe in you so much
I could die for the words that you say
But, I believe in you so much
I could die from the words that you say

But, youíre chasiní the ghost of a good thing
Haunting yourself as the real thing
Itís getting away from you again
While youíre chasiní ghosts

I guess itís luck, but itís the same
Hard luck, youíve been trying to tame
Maybe itís love, but itís like you said
ďLove is like a role that we play.Ē

But, I believe in you so much
I could die for the words that you say
But, I believe in you so much
I could die from the words that you say

But, youíre chasiní the ghost of a good thing
Haunting yourself as the real thing
Itís getting away from you again
While youíre chasiní ghosts

Just bend the pieces Ďtill they fit
Like they were made for it
But, they werenít meant for this
No, they werenít meant for this

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