's the usual...
2004-02-22 16:21:24 ET

This circus is falling down on its knees
The big top is crumbling down
It's raining in Baltimore fifty miles east
Where you should be, no one's around

I need a phone call
I need a raincoat
I need a big love
I need a phone call

These train conversations are passing me by
And I don't have nothing to say
You get what you pay for
But I just had no intention of living this way

I need a phone call
I need a plane ride
I need a sunburn
I need a raincoat

And I get no answers
And I don't get no change
It's raining in Baltimore, baby
But everything else is the same

There's things I remember and things I forget
I miss you
I guess that I should
Three thousand five hundred miles away
But what would you change if you could?

I need a phone call
Maybe I should buy a new car
I can always hear a freight train
If I listen real hard
And I wish it was a small world
Because I'm lonely for the big towns
I'd like to hear a little guitar
I think it's time to put the top down

I need a phone call
I need a raincoat day has been lacking in anything important. Well, weekend really has been lacking. I have enjoyed speaking to the people I've had the chance to speak to, and missed speaking to the ones I wish I could have.

Lots hitting me right now, I have no idea why it chooses odd times to hit me, and why it all must hit me at once. Heck, I wish I even knew what it was that was hitting me for sure. Just kind of empty feeling inside.

Man my mood blows, sorry bout that.

<3 much love <3

2004-02-22 17:19:50 ET

*smacks you with a spork*
think haaapppppyyy thoughts

just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming swimming swimming

2004-02-22 18:50:23 ET

hehehe i'm thinking happy thoughts as often as i can trust me :) i'm really not all that depressed, i just miss a lot you know? blah

2004-02-22 18:51:08 ET

<3 love hons...and lotsa of itz ::HUGZ::

2004-02-22 18:53:03 ET

yeah I completely understand shortstack! everything will be better though i sooo promise

on a side note, yahoo hates me with a passion so if you wanna talk in a messenger, i have aim

2004-02-22 18:58:50 ET

aww thanks nate dearie <3 lots of love back <3 *hugs*

2004-02-22 19:03:18 ET

ms. tash....i can only hope that your okay.....empty feelings suck.....i know this all too well as i'm sure you know how i feel most of the time.....i know who and what you miss i think....mayhaps i am wrong mayhaps i am not.....what do you think??? <3 <3 <3 ms. saNdy

2004-02-22 19:19:19 ET

i think you are probably right ms sandy, you know most everything hehe <3

2004-02-22 20:56:04 ET

*hugs* you better cheer up girl! ;) otherwise i will have to cheer u up....;)

2004-02-22 20:59:36 ET

well ifin you could i would welcome it ...but we are having that discussion on MSN hah

2004-02-22 21:03:15 ET

O_o freakiness... i just clicked in here... (i'm listenin' to raining in baltimore now)

2004-02-22 21:03:37 ET

that is freaky...i've been listening to Counting Crows all night

2004-02-22 21:04:30 ET

they will always be my fave... i could listen to there stuff none stop and never get tired of it...

2004-02-22 21:09:46 ET

very very very true

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