2004-03-08 19:50:04 ET|
So, I think too much, that's for sure.
Got into a "thing" with a 'friend' a few days ago, about how she thinks meeting people from the internet is basically lame and stupid.
I obviously don't agree with her, but she just reinforces my point of why it's so hard for me to find people outside of the internet to hang out with.
I do miss having "real" friends. Some of the best friends I have right now I've never even met. And I'm not saying that I don't appreciate them...definately not saying that, I adore them all..it's just sometimes it's nice to have people to physically be around who make you feel like your presence is just as important as theirs.
The 'friends' I do hang with on occassion, have the tendency to make me feel like they are my friend, only when it's convenient for them. Like "hey you wanna hang out? everyone else was busy so I called you"
I dunno, I know people for the most part don't mean it, but still it happens...I feel insignificant. *shrugs* just me being stupid I'm sure.
Sorry for my ranting..it happens sometimes.