It's not enough just to be sorry...
2004-06-16 18:47:06 ET

So I feel the urge to update but I haven't anything to say...

Tomorrow agenda is pick Gabe up at 11 am, hopefully I can find the bus station again, mom drove last time and no one paid attention to the road it was on since we drove in circles for about 20 min before we found it.

Take him by the library so he can find out where it is, that way he can check his email and such anytime he wants to, well so long as they are open of course :)

Pray I'm not catching the flu, I've been really sick all day, it's sucky. I hope it stops.

Listen to more music and finish straightening up the house, since this process seems to be taking forever.

I guess that's really about it, so umm..I leave you with the current song I'm listening to..



"Bed of Lies"

No I would not sleep in this bed of lies
So toss me out and turn in
And there'll be no rest for these tired eyes
I'm marking it down to learning
I am

I don't think that I can take another empty moment
I don't think that I can fake another hollow smile
Well it's not enough just to be lonely
I don't think that I could take another talk about it

Just like me you got needs
And they're only a whisper away
And we softly surrender
To these lives that we've tendered away

But I would not sleep in this bed of lies
So toss me out and turn in
And there'll be no rest for these tired eyes
I'm marking it down to learning
I'm marking it down to learning
Cause I can

I don't wanna be the one who turns the whole thing over
I don't wanna be somewhere where I just don't belong

Where it's not enough just to be sorry
I'm sorry

Don't you know I feel the darkness closing in

I tried to be more than me
And I gave till it all went away
And we've only surrendered
To the worst part of these winters we've made

But I would not sleep in this bed of lies
So toss me out and turn in
And there'll be no rest for these tired eyes
I'm marking it down to learning
I'm marking it down to learning

I am all that I'll ever be
When you - lay your hands
Over me
And don't go weak on me please
I know that it's weak
But God help me I need this

I would not sleep in this bed of lies
So toss me out and turn in
And there'll be no rest for these tired eyes
I'm marking it down to learning
I'm marking it down to learning
'Cause I can

Matchbox Twenty


2004-06-16 19:06:20 ET

*dances around*
*does a jig*


la la la

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