So it's been a while....

SaraSidel 2004-09-27 20:07:28 ET Since I posted, things here have been kinda weird lately. stuff has been crazy-like. I have a lot going on for school, book report soon, another test next week, a test the week after that...it's crazy. plus it's like stress-o-palooza over here. but we'll all make it through i'm sure. just gotta think positive, which...is damn near impossible most of the time. times are rough lately but i think that before things can get better they have to get worse, so this is the "worse" time. and things will get better soon. umm..other than that not much has changed with me, still no job, still no money...still bored most of the time even though i've always got something to do, is that weird? ok i'm going to go now...i think that my cranky-like attitude lately is somehow connected to my sleep pattern so i'm going to try to sleep earlier tonight..try being the key word there

Armored Fanatic 2004-09-27 23:36:22 ET Indeed things have been crazy-like miss Tasha, but you cant let that get you down. I know you have alot going on at school and you have alot going on in your life right now, just hang tight ok? :D keep that smile of your beaming its light no matter how grimm things look. It really is good to see that you have turned semi optimistic, i member how u used to be really umm..what do u call it....well we will just say anti-optimistic since i cant think of what it is actually called k? ;). I really am Glad that you are looking up at least in the general area of the brighter side, that things will get better soon, fore all of us, we just gotta hang together and keep one another afloat till help arrives :D. Ya know what? Im not going anywhere, im here to help you through no matter happens, i wont let u sink beneath the water. I know i complain alot about stuff in my life, but no matter how bad things get your always there for me, i just want you to know how much i appreciate that. I have alwyas been here for you and i always will be here, no matter what :D I do hope you had more luck with getting to sleep earlier then i did, bc as you see, im still on here..hehe. *huggles* just hang on a lil longer dear, things will level out, i promise :D

SaraSidel 2004-09-28 11:19:28 ET i don't think of myself as an optimist or a pessimist (that's the word you were looking for ;) ) i think of myself as a realist. haha kinda like that glass half empty or half full thing, my first questin is, did i just drink from it, or just pour the milk into it? haha. if i drank, it's half empty, if i poured, it's half full. haha i'm wierd like that. my sleep schedule sucks but i'm not sure what i can do about it. i don't trust taking sleep aids cause it's hard enough for me to wake up in the morning (once i fall asleep that is) anyway. so yeah i'd be afraid i woudlnt' wake up or id' be too tired the next day you know? and i kno you are here for me :) and i appreciate that lots and lots. and i'm definately here for you no matter what happens. hehe that's sort of a give-in though, goes along with the whole relationship thing. we gotta be there for eachother or we're just screwed. ok there i go again with the bad analagies...what's my deal? haha alright i'm going to eat like 3 bites of my whopper now cause there is no way in hell i can finish a full whopper haha.

Ekstasis 2004-09-28 15:13:24 ET i can eat a whole whopper..plain...no fries though..haha.... doesn't really have to do with anything...but ya know..you threw in the whopper deal...so i had to throw my whopper deal in there...tehe

Armored Fanatic 2004-09-28 17:35:15 ET We arent even going to get into how many whoppers i can eat, bc i dont wanna sound Fat....hehe *hugs Tasha* just trying to help sweets.

SaraSidel 2004-09-28 20:30:45 ET haha, well i'm just one of those people who never finishes anything, which i guess is a good thing. haha.

Ekstasis 2004-09-29 06:10:20 ET a good thing as far as food is concerned...but not as far as tasks and such...

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